always rem,frenship is only an arm's length away

2006-12-31T07:45:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh

okay how long have I not blogged... haha
sorry!
no excuses manling is damn lazy
anw..MERRY XMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!
all my darlings and friends in Singapore, everyone in UIUC and those still camping overseas this holidays not at home enjoying a bowl of laksa or sambal stingray or hokkien mee or..(WAILS*) manling is missing home food..
okay let's c...
this past few months have bee a blast. I have done so many things within 3 months in school..
firstly studies. I was super paranoid that I wouldn't do well and afraid for ece190 which is a computing course. But I guess everything turned out really well in the end. Lings is happy.
secondly SSA. Well this is the group that help me adapt to UIUC life and where I met the greatest people. I am so thankful to all those who have assisted me in one way or another.
hmmm..I have alsoe been travelling so much since I arrived in the US!! Been to Chicago, Wisconsin, Boston, Philly, Buffalo, New York, Puerto Rico and Florida! gasp.. haha.. having lots of fun and learning alot of things in the mean time. I am really having a very blessed and fulfilled life.
I am now in Puerto Rico (US colony) and kinda chao da-ed from the sun at the beach (whose beauty is too hyped up about)
I hope everyone at Singapore is doing fine. I am really sorry if I have been out of contact for so so long but I say this from the bottom of my heart:
I have NEVER forgotten about you guys and I miss the times we have so so much. Whenever I read your blogs or talk to you guys on MSN which in the states, I feel that I have been missing out so much and yet I know you guys are having fun in whatever you are doing. I am really longing for the Summer Holidays when I will be back and finally catch up with you guys. Lings still loves you all.
Especially to the following people: Clara, Dil, Shengjun, Andy, Sihao, Alicia, Piggy, Jovina, Abby, Yings..take care k..and thanks for keeping me in mind too =)

tt's all for me now
manling signing out wif tons of love

2006-10-03T11:25:00.000+08:00

2006-09-30T05:54:00.000+08:00

Another year.

The first time spending it in the US away from my family. It is also the first time I am actually up and someone celebrated for me on the strike of midnight. Nothing big or extravagant but I still appreciate the effort put in. Of course my classes are all attended and though it doesn't sound like much fun it's the first time I am not having an exam on this day! haha.. stayed overnight, had dim sum wif my dearie, got Moonstruck chocs and drink.. and most importantly got wonderful suprising bday wishes. From my RA!!! I went back and she started singing to me really touched =) thx janice.. then my small group! i actually have not known them for long but they all signed and MADE a card for me AND gave me cookies and sweets =) so happy and grateful! Thankyou God for giving me such wonderful friendships and bringing warmth into my heart in this foreign land. And of course not forgetting my mummy who called and then messaged me at the strike of midnight! thank you..really missing and loving you a lot here.

doing my essay now..hopefully can complete another page of it today. and going out later (hopefully) maybe clubbing too.but depends. cold and wet day here.

alrite tata..

2006-09-28T05:20:00.000+08:00

Some photos from Chicago (more to come)
Dear!! I only got this picture of you haha..must take more la hee =D anw pls get well soon.. i hate wednesdays! sorry for being so whiney when you are sick =( i just hope things will be good by friday!! (hehe) hope the doc at Mckinley was good..me going for Retail Therapy later..haiz..c if i can drop by again okay? i love you lots =)

Anw okay let's c..i got back results for my exams le..okay ECE110 was good (2 pts deducted for nth haahaa) ECE190 was okay.. i think i really tried hard. although i din get above 90 but this is my first attempt at computing class.. i will definitely buck up and score much better next round. Just completing the paper makes me happy le but seeing that other pple are getting so much better grades makes me less proud of my work..pressure~ =( math? getting back tml but shouldn't be a problem la..this wk had been CRAZY fanatic!!! I quite suay because i had a math exam stuck in between ECE110 and 190 so I couldn't study as much for 190.. but oh well.. then got a RHET paper to turn in next week and beginning to have problems with 110 AND math is still going at that crazy pace which means i got a test which i haven started studying coming up tomorrow..waaaaaahhhhh. the week never ends here. I still have not had a day when i can say i am FREE. haaha..there's always some hmk to complete. Always.

Despite all these, I really thank God for bringing so many fantastic pple into my life, making it filled with love and warmth in the midst of struggling through studies and independent living. Of course my dearest Dom..=) =) Lin Yan, Wei Hong, Zhen Hao, Hazel and all my SSA batch. I am so happy that we can help each other in times of need, be it academic or non-academic issues.

okay better get back to work.
gng shopping in 30 min! wheee~

2006-09-14T09:11:00.000+08:00

I am back!

after quite a long while because homework is piling in everyday..for example I have 2 exams next week and I still have homework for 3 subjects to be due on Fri, Sat, Monday and Tuesday =( anyway though homework is piling I am enjoying myself! A bit too much I think for my own good. For example (again) on Saturday we went to play paintball! The SSA pple! At somewhere quite ulu but it was fantastic! I'd love to go again if there's a chance =D Then Sunday I went to Church (UAG) with a few of my seniors. It is quite near and the pastor is really funny.The place is very cosy too. It actually video broadcast the service from the main church so we just watch the live broadcast of it. This is followed by a great mexican lunch wahaha.. then I fell asleep in my dorm waking up to broomball session wif Dom at 730..there goes my wkend. And the time to do my work =( this wkend? gotta meet up wif Elisia (v impt) then my Lab partner then church and broomball PLUS i gotta study for ECE110 exam..haix oh PLUS food fest =(

oh i have also been to chicago and guess i haven blogged bout THAT.. but it was good! i love road trips..and the shopping was fun (v frustrating at the end though) and krispie kreme! issit spelt like this? =p ll load the pics soon! they r superb (ego smile)

I am not complaining =) life's great..tho i miss pple at home alot..wish they are here to do all these wif me.

to passion fruit: dun get too stressed out over sch work n projects k..
to sj: i miss u n keep the mails in! ll get ur A&F asap (b4 xmas k)
to DSTA peeps: whee~ UK pple leaving soon le! bon voyage! US pple! Midwest games are drawing near =) keep in touch wif T-mobile!
to mummy n daddy: they wont be reading this but I miss home! not homesick but I want the food, my PILLOW and most impt both of u! I am doing well dont' worry about me (grades wise..so far so gd..but I am forseeing a downturn uhhhhhhhhhhh touch wood! haha)

2006-09-02T11:04:00.000+08:00

haha some pics i loaded
the first is Christine and I! We are from the same floor and she's really a really wonderful friend =)
anw more bout wad happened to me. well school started and basically i am pretty wound up with a lot of assignments, quizzes, activities (or trying out activities) ummm i forgot much of my A level stuff so it can be quite a struggle =p haha.. luckily there's pple like WH who will help me in computing classes or i am really quite lost!
i am getting to like Allen more and more. Maybe because i am got a chance to take guitar lessons there but the people are fantastic! and i have cell group on my floor, my church is just behind my hall so everything's great haha..
tmr will be heading down to chicago wif SSA! hopefully get good winter clothings. and of course tour Chicago! yay! will be the first road trip. Lawrence gng down to Philly la well say hi to YH, Carol for me =D hehe oh hopefully can bang into my friend Rachel in Chicago too! She lives in the city area! and Elisia! hope to catch you there!
Not much. i am just trying to mug and study so that i can do well and catch up with the pace. The math lessons here are CRAZY they go like one section (meaning one entire topic) every lecture. ya. uhhhh things that i take 2 hours to read they finish it up in less than 50 minutes rawwrss..
I got my own Bicycle too! cycling to school is really fun! Can get around so easily and no need to wait for buses to come around. Something you cant do back in Singapore too.
Well i gtg and MUG. argh feeling stupid here.
i miss you guys back at home. really. argh i am deprived of movies too. argh. haha.
take care god bless =D

2006-08-19T08:22:00.000+08:00

the front view of my Hall! Allen Hall! (super happening)
me wif a CHINESE menu! haha at Green Street.eh not bad la (just hapPy to get Chinese Food)
Look Carefully!!!!! (you must really know the normal keyboard really well to type with this one)
Main Quad (my favourite location in the campus!)
Dickson and I in front of the Alma Mater Statue
ZH, YJ, HW, JS and duckie =)
Wal-mart! Me hugging my sponge bob comforter!The five of us at the Main Quad.
me! oh well..

My pics at Illinois!

2006-08-17T12:58:00.000+08:00

HEYLO!!! I am blogging from my Hall (Allen Hall Unit One) now!! So it will be first entry from the US! whee~

okay keeping this short cos i gotta register for classes in ten minutes time (and it's midnite le!) well been rather busy. I managed to set up this internet connection only tonight after another Wal-mart trip. Haiz been lugging so many things back to the Hall.. haha first time shopping for table lamps, fans and all kinds of household items. Well i love my University town cos basically it's a very cosy, laid back place but very well equipped. So a city hidden in a town with all brick houses.. and lots of open fields. I am surprised that their bus services even have the MRT countdown timer at the bus stops! that's real cool and it's EXTREMELY accurate! (gasp)

haha you get the gist.. but dunno how this impression will change when classes start and when local students start pouring in! My hall comprises mostly of local students (at least i am the only Asian along my corridor) haha..well hope i can fit in well then! but life is great now =)

well for those who are boarding planes, on planes mabbe you will be emotionally unstable like me when i left but no worries things will turn out just fine haha

THANKS a zillion to those who turned up to send me off that day.was very very touched that some of you even skipped stuff or came all the way from the other end of the island to see me off Love you guys alot and take care too ya =) will keep in touch wif you guys! i have Skype! just my email addy..the hotmail one..yep add me! then we can chat.. =)

GOD BLESS!

will upload more stuff when i am free =)

2006-08-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

flying tml le.

still cant believe i am gng US to study le..a dream come true..

met up wif cla and yings. Cried at the MRT.
saw my meimei on National Day. Heartbroken after I left.
Saw Piggy. Realised how much I miss her.
SJ made it back in time to meet me today. Teared at the bus stop.

It's not hard to breakdown these days.

Miss and Love you guys so.

ummm I will be at Airport b4 9 tml morning. for those who are coming. just gimme a call.

2006-08-05T18:55:00.000+08:00

what a day

First: TOKYO DRIFT wif xiufie!! it's definitely a movie worth 8 bucks! i love the scene where by DK's car just drifted up the slope of the carpark with the length of the car fitting just nicely to the width of the slope..COOL~ and we toOk v pretty piCs! whee with us making funny faces. oh man! we really dressed up yesterday!! (still cant believe i wore my contacts for nearly one whole day)

Next: Lunch! with Xiufie, Lawrence, Ben Goh, Fengyi, Terence, Wen Jie at Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao. Yum.. WJ! thx 4 e tumbler!

Next: Scholar's Nite! haha..so conincidentally we met Lik Sin at the bus stop and then yep we arrived and basically hang round while others come in. YAY! Marvin my mentor came! =) and Zhi Xiu from UIUC too.. gotta chat with them and yeps i am pretty excited! Next Sunday!!!! Zoo pple!!! thx to Lip En, he helped to promote the trip on Monday! Well PEOPLE!! haha.. GO ZOO!!!!! yeap it will be fun reliving the childhood memories!! and BEN AND JERRY'S. okay not the point but yep we will have great fun! try to turn up yaa? ohoh MUNSHI PPLE. sadly you guys (those who said you are free) are definitely not let off ya! zoo is compulsory for you (wahahaha)

NEXT: Ink Bar! wheee~ this is probably my first time heading to a bar with like close to 20 pple. and i guess it will be the first time a bartender sees such a huge group invading his bar. haha. well didn't have a lot of drinks but i liked the live band (though i still dun understand why i m dragged up 3 times..so throw face and so entertaining for Lawrence the video man argh)

FINALLY: Jaya, Xiufie and I had this sudden strong urge to have Chocolate Fondue..so we dragged a few other pple (sadly frank and liksin cant come)..but 3 of us together with WeiHong, Lawrence, Ziyang and Ben Goh headed for Clarke Quay and Haagen Daz did not have Fondue. GOSH. so we downgraded....rather continuously. From Haagen Daz to TCC to ice cream tubs to Starbucks and voila..we ended up in the 24hour Macs Branch eating Mcflurries and Sundaes. CRIES~ oh well..but i learnt how to fold stars with Straws! yay! another thing to do aside from IKEA Paper rulers. Oops. heex. Well we hang out til 12 plus and headed home cos 2 of us had been out for more than 12 hours. really shagged when I finally KO-ed at one on my bed.

TODAY: woke up at 830! urps. heh. that's me. well Family Time! Mummy Daddy brot me to Orchard Hotel for my Favourite Buffet today. OH MY GOD. IT'S FRIGGING GOOD. i mean.. there's SASHIMI, PEPPER CRAB, SIGNATURE MANGO CAKE, DRUNKEN PRAWNS..oh of course surprise of all surprises: CHOCOLATE FONDUE!!! oh my god. and it's the big size one. i drowned strawberries, banana, marshmellows in it. totally SMOTHERED those things with the chocolate..(and btw it's DARK chocolate licks~) and my parents got influenced and they were asking for more than I am eating. haha! gosh.. ahhhhh.. but the aftermath is horrible! I feel so slpy and drowsy. I managed to force myself to jog for 15 minutes. not bad la.

2 FANTASTIC DAYS. I love time with my parents. tml is gng be eventful too! i am gng for UIUC bbq! yay! sounds really fun from the email they sent =p

2006-08-03T20:49:00.000+08:00

Dunno wad to say..
Just that never knew IKEA outings can end up in some much fun, hysterical laughter...
okay sorry guys! i was late! had meningitis gosh my arm is still sore (sobs*)
I hope you enjoyed the meatballs!!! yummy..well then we walked and loOked at stuff..it started well actually just commenting on the furniture and decorations..UNTIL there is this bed. Yes it actually acts as a Sofa and a bed then crazy ideas started emerging. like tipping from side to side from a TV position to lunch and then flatten out as a bed..!!!??
after that i guess we just misintepreted or at least contorted every item's actual use haha.. and fengyi started to topple or break everything he touches (tsk tsk)
well the rest is just madness. we took a STACK of...(oops cannot say) anw we sat at Macs and taaaddaaaa! think and you will know how the first pic popped out..
LAWRENCEEEEEE..nvm..haha.
We managed to stay round til near 6.. amazing ha...and to think of wad we actually did..
well i think yinghui managed to grab some really cheap and good photo frames tho! and there's this clock at anchorpoint that is really cool..works by cogs (ok sounds ancient but you shld c it!)
Rest well dudes and dudettes! today laugh until cheeks sore alr..=p
take care! cya guys tml! tml is gng be GREAT =)

2006-07-30T15:01:00.000+08:00

JOVi!!! trying to hide from camera but rather unsuccessful =) we lurrrve CHEESE FRIES!!
US!! at esplanade!! the night view is seraphic.. perfecto for us to chat for almost 2 hours =)My mei mei and my drink! the green tea frapPacino rockS! (tho it doesn't taste like green tea)
Oh another pic of esplanade at nite =) beautiful! =)
of course this is my dearest meimei =) us at the carpark in front of Somerset mrt..gosh we toOk so many silly photos together! hehe..including trying to capture the Singtel tower and the BMW behind us..haha..she will always be my dearest Lingmin =) cant believe we will finally be parting our ways after 7 years..7 YEARSS!!! according to her its the break or make year for couples but hey since we are not..i think we are gng to celebrate a lot of more years of friendship together.. Love you so..9th August k!
speaking of my mei mei..can still rmb when we are still in Sec one..we acted together in a play.. ummms issit as brother and sister? but i m quite sure i m in the guy role (sighs) but i will always piggy back her cos she's so small and cute =) then we end up in the same class in sec 3 and 4 too =) JC time tho we are like in Rival Schools RJ and HCJC i never forget her! it's amazing how we manage to survive these years.. regardless of how long i do not see her..i can still clique wif her well. She's now like as tall as me le..cant piggy back her le. sighs..maybe try once more b4 i leave? =(

JOvi!! this gal is also a blessing to my life =) we started off as the TALLIES of 4/9! rmb how pple were so jealous of us hurhur (the above 165cm group) wahaha.. we had the same orange fluffy pencil case and we always distract each other in class!!!! chinese teachers hate us both =p then JC only 2 Classes away.. Math lecture will still crap together cos you are sitting so near.. S paper classes are the most HAVOC times!!!!! we will go jogging b4 lessons and get really stinky before gng to lecture hall..after that either eat alot or talk alot.. (thank god you took the same combi of S papers as me) after As this gal and I got ever closer together by being each other's playing buddy!! we went Sentosa alot of times le..and exposed ourselves in front of each other (eeks) hahaaha.. went Big Walk, National Runway cycling together. I really dun wan to leave her but guess life is painful =( i will miss you alot alot X 100000000000000000000.. =( thurs after your matriculation??

13 more days.
THE PASSION FRUIT! and abz..next week k? =)

tian xia wu bu shan zi yan xi

"sometimes goodbye tho it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny. sometimes goodbye tho it hurts is the only way for you and me..tho it's the hardest thing to say..i miss your love in every way.. so say goodbye but don't you cry cause true love never dies" -s club

Take care everyone. God Bless.

2006-07-28T15:26:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!
finally managed to go on a Night Cycling trip!! And I am really hapPy bout the number of people who turned UP!
the whole gang (13) started off Fast and Furious!! Tour-de-France for the first stretch of the night in East Coast Park =) We went Past Bedok Jetty without even realising! yepP we headed for Changi and we managed to reach there at 12 plus 1? (hope i m right) This is rather quick as I recall my last nite cycling (another fantastic trip with Shing, SJ, SH and gang) we reached slightly later. At changi we basically grabbed some food to eat and top up drinks! but unfortunately Lik Sin's bike BAO TAI! oh man.. but thanks so so much to Hao Xiang he lives nearby (at least within cycle-able range =p) and helped to keep the bike in his house and ride his own one out to continue the trip with us..yepp!! =)

yeah so we went on all the way to TPJC to meet Hao Xiang (i HATED that slope!!!!! and sorry cos i was very slow..traffic jam) then we decided Hey y not go Expo! wheee~ luckily our bunch is filled with Easterners and we found our way round the area Easily..Lik Sin got all his equipment with him and we got to take group photos with his ZAI cam and skills =) after that we went on to Bedok to rest and ANOTHER food stop muahaha.. this time prata! ehhhss got to say that i thought all the pratas were plain ones! (they had practically no taste and the curry was...) hehe oh Daniel!!!! you okay? your ankle..poor you but you lamer!!! still cycle so fast hmpppphhh =)

we proceeded to Esplanade! think of the MRT line and you will see us as crazy pple who just went like half way cross the island! but no leh wasn't so bad! went thru National Stadium then to esplanade. There we post a Stanford Raffles photo wahaha.. all along Xiufie and I were singing to our songs on MP3 and sometimes shouting at each other but it's just so fun =)

End of it we just KO-ed! i mean at least Weihong did la..slept on the slide that guy while he subconsciously take it all the Disney and oldies that we sang on the slide and the crazy photos we took in the red tube slide =P I LOVE OUR PHOTOS xiufie!!! they turn out really nice =) will miss you so much gal when we part our ways!!! =/ love you LOADS =)

WANNA do it AGAIN.. but the aftermath of the nite cycling can be really physically demanding hehe.. wahhh you guys can still go sailing and stuff!! kudos~

MUNSHI PPLE!!! PLEASE TELL ME SPECIFICALLY WHEN YOU GUYS ARE FREE!!!..ok ok?????? (yep WJ i am trying!! heee =p)

that's all from me now..needa slp snores~

2006-07-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

have be MIA for quite a while =)

anw Celeste headed for Aussie Land to pursue her studies. Our group is separating! Celeste already gone, Alicia going UK and shuk and charlene in Aussie.. sighs but i guess life goes on ya and our friendship and bond will not be broken by physical distance! Celeste all the best ok? It will not be easy but I hope God will bless you and allow you to have the wisdom in every step you take! Come back and gather soon! we will all miss you =)

have been seeing Kor for the whole week le..think he will get v v sick of me soon haha.. he's.. a great Kor. the word "great" actually does not do any justice to the things he does for his lil sis. enouf said =) your lil sis loves you a lot.

TERENCE!!!! now i know that you read.i hope you get to this part with your shoutout from me!! thanks for coming on Saturday =) =) and of course praying for me.. hope you can stay for dinner next time rnd? but you enjoyed your friend's 21st (everyone surprise) bday bash ya?

heez yep after the service we 3 just hang out at Bugis and had Starbucks.. the mix was good but actually i was thinking of trying the Green Tea drink? haha.. oh get the tumbler you think it's nice for me?? cos i think it's the nicest too in the range? THANKS!! think i will depend on you 2 alot to help me? still got Tons of things to learn..remember? lifelong experiential learning? haha

YAY went City Harvest yesterday =) xiufie yes i had a wonderful time. Pastor Kong was very engaging. Although the topic (marriage) is not very relevant to us now but he got me thinking too! (about some other stuff la..)haha..and his jokes are really good! KEEP THE NOTES! haha.. ehs we need to get our fondue soon!! too bad tml you have training.. but speaking of which i need to stop eating so much too.

prob gng Ice skating tml and if i manage to get permission will go Night Cycling. Just wanna do it once wif you guys. well i will see how la =)

That's bout all now from me..my Computer is running a fever.. fell asleep and left it on.
yawns enervated.

2006-07-17T10:26:00.000+08:00

went City Harvest yesterday morn.. well of course b4 that i had a wonderful breakfast wif my Kor =) =) you shld know how grateful i m for everything. and i betta start reading. got so much stuff to go through in less than a mnth haha..

service was gd! it was amazing to see pple actually go onto the stage to testify and it was really moving to see large groups huddled rnd to pray and that everyone was totally engrossed and involved! Thx xiufie for bringing me ya? ehs we got A VERY long list of outings. must fulfill k? oh heard midnite cycling nex nex wk hehe..

after that met up wif my OCIP peeps sj, clar, ian, yange. Sorry sj really sorry you said "i am shocked" like 20 times but that only makes me sadder. i am very blessed to have known you. hanging out wif me and yes like you say catching all the chick flicks together, celebrating bdays and xmas together haha. rmb we used to scream at each other at your class bench? and ponning lecture together. i miss those days and i will miss you alot. i m sorry. =( help you buy clothes over there ya?

dinner went Newton with my parents! i LUUURRVVEE the stingray. it's fresh and tender and basically sumptous. oooh. but it was so unglam when we were trying to pry open the crab and eat haha.. next time go there must wear very casual then be prepared to really tuck in and enjoy the very very spicy food haha..

hmmm ya q a fulfilling day =)
hopefully this wk will be as great as last wk.
cla: when you back from Taiwan tell me =D
dee: i haven seen you for ages. gosh. are you free this wk?
kor i got not much to say here. maybe cos i alr said everything in my mail. haha =)

2006-07-14T13:11:00.000+08:00

An entry dedicated to you.

hope u are surviving at work today. i m sure everything will go well take it easy ya =) n gif that nice smile haha.

happy that we hang out yesterday still thinking bout the expression when you drank godiva haha hope that your expectations aren't like sky high now. then going to coffee bean will be torturous for you. and btw! i haven dragged u to try out TCC yet (and NO! hanging out wif me does not make you fat..*shake head*)

really thank God that i gotta know you. you entered late into my life but you made a huge difference to it. letting me get closer to Him and opening me up to a whole new perspective. thanks a lot to your friends accepting me too. this one month has been a blast for me and hopefully it will continue =)

you will be quite busy these days with that two music TOMES with you and my CD. enjoy the music!! as much as you have savoured yesterday's drink. AND i forgot to eat your oreo cheesecake (sobs) realised it this morning =(

missing you already. sunday will materialise? anw exchange CDs! and teach me how to play chords too. and pray that a nice tumbler comes out soon wheee~

2006-07-11T08:31:00.000+08:00

some scenes are beautiful huh. xf n i jus realised through a different lens that Singapore can and do look good with all it's skyscrapers and traffic =)

hapPy belated! hope you like the present greenie! hehe.. yest nite we just went around walking from orchard MRT all the way to City Hall MRT filling our stomachs with Carl's Junior AND most importantly!!! GODIVA DARK CHOCOLATE DECADENCE =) there is only one word to describe the feeling: heavenly. you will not get sick of drinking it and the flavour lingers in your mouth yummmmyyy =p well of course GOOD things comes with a PRICE it's 8 bucks la ex rite? sighs. but you gotta try! or you are missing something good in life haha..

thx to dear xfie i also bought the army pants! was telling her i never bought things within 5 min of looking and trying. From empirical observation, we can conclude that xfie is a bad influence hahahaha.. no la i loved it wear together on sunday gal muacks muacks! (oh sry not gng cable ski but hope you enjoy yourself ya? bring back photos!)

zoo is a nice place k for those who laugh at the idea of going there. got BEN AND JERRY'S.

trying to arrange to meet our buddy fiona today!! =) hopefully can meet earlier! 9pm is really too late la.

that's bout all. (hope u r awake today at work! cos i m feeling kinda sleepy tho i woke up at 730..again)

2006-07-09T08:38:00.000+08:00

entry dedicated to 2 pple who made my day yesterday.

for some reason..

i broke down

so embarrassing (again) but oh well.

i dun really know how to thank the both of you. for inviting me and making the nite something i will really remember and think about. i guess one reason is that i have never had a total stranger just walking up to you and start praying for you. and never have 2 friends just standing there with you and praying for your family.

i was not exactly sure if His presence is around and that's why i was really hesitant in saying that i would open up to Him and frankly, i like to be in control so i will take this slowly. i hope you guys dont mind. but today i think i am going to take my first step in understanding more. And that is finding out where my Bible is at home. (hehe)

to think of it. the more amazing thing is that this friendship was only formed less than a month ago and there seem to be already many magical, unexpected things happening.

and if you are wondering why i am dousing you with praises. that's because i havent found anything to complain about. remind me to teach you guys the cantonese version next mtng.

haha and FYI i woke up at 730am today =p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIUFIE!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope i was the FIRST to msg you cos i managed to stay up til 12 wheee thx to the 2 of them =D hope you guys had fun last nite yaa? c you later today xiufie!!

WORLD CUP FINAL TODAY!!! those watching msg me k? i need company doing half time and prob pple to discuss the match with too =)

i had a GREAT start today =) thankyou and hopefully you guys out there will have a great start and a great day ahead too =)

2006-07-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

THE DAY HAS ARRIVED =)

and the day had already ended as i am writing this entry. i had such a MAGICAL night. serious.

started first off all getting super windblown to transport the piano to orhard hotel haha.. but we got to relax in town ya? (go buy the frank sinatra book okay? i wan go look for my richard marx)

well then rehearsals jus went like a flash. we took lots of photos and had so much crazy fun going bongus over BUBBLES.. like wad the hell rite haha.. but i lurrve the girls. =) muacks

the rehearsals went well and i tried really hard to get into the emotions. like with the high and lows in melody and the tone. sighs but thx to good guidance and compliments and a wonderful partner kinda pulled through.

well the real thing just started. all the gals looked so fabulous in their black dresses!! and we just went havoc over makeup.. Jessa is the PRO one.. she's like wow..haha and did her own one really quickly and well. AND we wore pants together woohoo good taste gal hahahaha..

anxiety overwhelmed me la when i am awaiting my turn to play the piano.. thank god the melody was good and no wrong notes!! and the rest of the musical group just belted out all our pieces with confidence. so proud of you guys and i love our group photo!!!!! with the grand piano which was sadly not available to us rawrssss..

aft that we jus went MAD. closing that wooden door and screaming our lungs out =) it's such a fantastic feeling to have the burden finally released. to be so proud of everyone to have done a great job and relieved that things went smoothly. anw we jus mingled arnd later taking photos. we had a short chat with GOH and then a loong one with my principal! i am kinda glad that he turned up and helped me sort out issues. thankyou sir.

and finally THANKYOU TO ALL OF YOU OUT THERE. I LOVE YOU GUYS. and i hope that tonite will not be the last time we will c each other again and then part on our separate ways. i sincerely pray that you guys will be always be with me and that i can be part of your life as well. WE MADE THINGS HAPPEN and TAKE CARE GOD BLESS KEEP IN TOUCH.

2006-07-06T19:08:00.000+08:00

Full dress rehearsal today =)

sighs am really really enervated now..it's that kind you feel weak aside from being tired. i also feel very bad cos now that i am typing my blog everyone is still on their way home as tired as me if not more.. world cup!! that's the main reason.
and yes i still cant believe tml's the actual nite already. time seem to fly past so quickly when we are having fun! and lotsa work to do. rmb the day we were still anticipating OBS and wondering how sailing will be? yep we are back, done with rehearsals and voila! (haha) we are gng to receive it tml. amazing huh?

part of me feels quite sad that things have already advanced to this step because about a month later we will part our seperate ways and yes technically after tml, we will hardly be seeing any more of each other as the ENTIRE group together.. haiz. i love my gal frens. xiufie, carol, iris, jaya, huimin, yinghui, huiwei, jessa you guys rock my world in your own different unique endearing ways =) muacks. i love MUNSHI and my musical group for giving me all the support i need and the fun i crave!!

well yeps as you guys know MANLING here is very sad. cause germany is out!! (alicia!!) and yep the finals will be ITALY and FRANCE.. I love italy for its history architecture food and i love france for its culture language and fashion. please tell me who to support for 2006..
well gtg and practice and SLEEP!!!

c ya guys tml and let's MAKE THINGS HAPPEN =)

2006-07-04T08:57:00.000+08:00

hehe i hope i didn't miss out anyone.. anyway rehearsal was great.. thx to TK's HUGE house haha which he kindly opened up =) today's is tues alr! hopefully things will go fine on thurs and fri! i am so glad junyi is such a wonderful partner =) jia you erhu! but it kinda dragged a bit so we started late and i m super sorry for being late for alicia's potluck =( yeps v paiseh.. will make up to you guys! but mahjong was goOd we shld do it more often.. hahax

anw tonight must slp early (not that i am a pig) because semis is at 3 am! hopefully my alarm will not fail me haha..

clara: tml let's go ummm a ding tai fong and eat! you mind? i want chinese food!! hahaha.. mt you at about 5? sorry bout skipping the tanning sesSion.. let's not get too chao da la hor..

OH!! last but not least this sat nite pple wanna go clubbing at MOS? xiufie and i are thinking of that you know jus have a little fun =) ehs dan, darren, carol said they are in alr so yepPps! i am loOking forward to a positive response =)

ps. cut my hair short! quite an image spoiler but i LOVE it! it's dammmnn coolingggggg. saves me shampoo and conditioner too hahahaha..

2006-07-01T09:40:00.000+08:00

YAY went out wif xiufie today and also got to c shim and serene! oOoh congrats into getting to LSE serene!! =) this is a lovely mirrOr photo. venue: Zara! at liat towers!

Zara sale was not bad.. because all the current items are on sale and xiufie and i actually spotted a few things (but we needa bring more cash next time!) and we bought a long sleeve shirt each from Mango laters!! xiufie's one is really funky and orange!! haha.. later we caught superman returns (with the company of CHEESE NACHOS AND SUSHI)

Superman returns. oh god. the 2hr30min passed painstakingly slowly. the plot was crap and my gosh superman can only memorise the following line: Goodnight louise. Urhss. but if you wanna see for your eyes how cute he is yeah watch the movie. (but i insist that the kid was more endearing) and kevin spacey was supposed to be the really evil, hideous guy who killed superman (by the way superman died twice..!!!!!????) he appeared more hilarious than heinous to me.

needa get Godiva chocs nex week no matter what. your drinks loOk goOd lehs xiufie!

GERMANY IS THROUGH =) =) my jersey and wrist band are not wasted!

ps: darren wad time is it tml?

2006-06-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

US!!!! celest alicia weili grace moi and shuks from aussie!!missed you gal and yep meet up again soon? and the earrings are BEAUTIFUL =) muakcs
haha..i find the timer q cute and the drink was good (really..not to make you feel gd la horr) =) thx!!!!!!!!!!

i dunno y pics are not loading properly took me three times to do this..anw today is a LONG day man from 8 plus to 8 plus. i m so enervated that my eyes are half closed at 10pm. think darren is gng niao me agains =( haha..
jus wanna shout out a few thx to some pple today:

terence! eh for the keyboard and stuff yaa =) and the drive.. dun worry bout it cheeriOs!

iris! gal thx for being there i am so jittery when it comes to stage. i really need to overcome or my dear jy erhu is gng suffer so badly!!!

wj! ehh thx la for everything (you are right.your hands and their affinity for keys, the right and beautiful ones is really a God send. Kudos). nex time join the apple crumble pple ya.

carol, xf: thx babes. your were so great i m feeling much better today alr and xiufie c you tml! =)

i m getting to love this new family =) very very much in love =)

BTW ZARA SALE IS ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that preempts alooooot of things =)

2006-06-27T09:18:00.000+08:00

I PASSED :) :)
hehe up til now i still cant believe that i am a qualified driver!! i can jus pick up a car and drive anywhere i want.. anw thx alot to all the dudes and dudettes who gave me the best wishes before the test.. i was really lucky as i got my favourite route (10) which hapPens to be my favourite number too (those in NY and HC shld know) haha.. sorry if i bombarded you guys with messages yest.. i was litereally grinning from ear to ear. my tester was a bit weird tho.. he got out of the car to tell me that i missed the curb by 2 cm when i did my directional change, then got out of the car to watch me do parallel parking then did the emergency braking on the path out of BBDC jus inches before the slope and got out of the car when it's still moving..!!!!!!!!!????????????? okay he passed me so what the hell.. haha
GOOD LUCK to alicia who will be taking the test today =) dun worry you will make it =)
I am gng to practice now..hope the song will turn out well..managed only 1 page in an hour last nite sighs

2006-06-24T16:50:00.000+08:00

HEY ppLe m baCk..sorry to keEp you guys waiting.

PASSION FRUIT: THE is extremely sorry babes =) miss you guys alot..let's go out ummm how bout neXt wkend? i will msg you guys k..and anw the world cup is getting exCiting laaaaa (germany n sweden tonite lehhhhssss) teehee..tell u more when we mt. muacks~

SHUKS: which day r you back exactly??? i need ta know. lings is here in singapore waiting and waiting for my aussie fren =)

SARAH: will email you. got some stuff to tell ya.

anw i jus wanna shout THANK YOU to those who have been thru the 5 days in wilderness with me =) esp MUNSHI lings wouldn't have made it without your support and it would have definitely been a dread without you guys.. lots of love to all of you (blow kissesss) and today was FUN man..ate so much and satisfied our stomach with MACS..licks~

as for myself..hmmm..these five days yep 12 bruises..2 abrasions (on wrist and shoulder)..3 blisters..so i love maths what does this add to? hahaha..a shagged me! From comments i got i din SMILE that much.. was kinda bewildered but hey guys if you need the smile i will smile *GRINS* hehe..and i m not very garang one la..jus wanna haf FUN. kenn is kinda right bout all the personal stuff in a way i found q a number of faults in myself (i alwaz do at outfield) and yep i will strive to correct them =) btw i had so much fun that i kinda dreaded coming back..but i guess i crashed back to reality this morning sighs.

okieee the above are the photos xiufie and all of you guys requested =) i hope you enjoy them and keep them. memories are everlasting but only if you keep them that way. oh and i am freaking out about the performance =(

PS: for individual photos i send to you guys personally k? only group uploaded!! and send me your photos too =))

2006-06-10T10:44:00.000+08:00

YAY the Long awaiteD, Once in 4 years world Cup is finally here!!!
Stayed up to catch Germany v Costa Rica yesterday. what a match. 3 goals in 17 minutes. well supported germany but wanted a more exciting game so cheered for CRC too (hahaha)

Finally met up with SARA JANG AND EGG to catch CARS! well it was not bad but i prefer SHES THE MAN more. The latter was darn funny. Best flick chick i have ever seen! for the first 20 minutes you will think that it would be another Mean girls, cliched cinderalla story but amanda bynes is really great in acting out her role (thumbs up!) sara! go sentosa wif jovi and jang sometime k? be our chauffeur and lets start sitting through credits next time hahaha =)

Oh another thing worth mentioning was the PC show! The crowd was incredible, with many people well equipped with trolleys to lug their printers and computers home. The discounts were also quite jaw-dropping. A hundred bucks off then more than a hundred bucks of free gifts (useful ones too). My parents promised to buy me a HUGE LCD TV when I grad from university ahaha..of course going to buy during the PC show then. Saw HC couples there too (hohoho) but i dodged. to avoid embarassment (i am so nice) hahahahaha.

My driving revisions started and have been going quite frequently. the first few lessons i couldn't even park but i am back on track already. hope all goes well and that i will pass on the first go. i have to anyway (pressure*)

well..pple who wanna watch soccer and deprived of company (or need any additions) pls jio manling here =) hahaha..
pple listed below are also peeps that i wanna shout "lets go out next wk" to:
passion fruit (n the so v busy abz), YINGS, NIC!
alicia when are you not working? haha..
meimei decide when you feel like shopping!
oh hapPy bDay to the DUde who turned 19 on 06/06/06!!!!! see you on the 17th!!!!
SJ! dun sad. and sorry i din really talk to you. i slp early ma hehex

2006-06-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

some photos i toOk in shanghai..hehe =) i look so sleePpy in one =p

2006-06-01T09:58:00.001+08:00

first of all..v sorry to cLara whom I dragGed out at 11am to Orchard Rd and then end up starving ourselves staring at the metal gate of TCC and gng really crazy eg racing along the lines painted on the floor of cine..rawrrs. haha. anw I had fun wif you gaL i always do c you nex wk!! dee say she wants a baking seSsion =)

you are such a shithead(quoted) but then you gave me food for thought. ya i am really so stuck with the 2 choices now damn. it's my future la. everybody is encouraging me to take up the one you chose. I am so lost. I am scared i wont like it then on the other hand the other one isn't much more secure either. sighs. I don't want to regret. It was fun with you though! thanks for the movie!! haha sorry didn't manage to catch Shes the Man wif ya =( I will get his pressie and we meet up when u are next out k? :D cheers dude (dun worry too much bout your new placing and the pple arnd you k? -hugs-)

Lingmin my meimei is crazy. well at least she got a crazy list of things to buy she has to ponder about and also what i told her yesterday hahahahas. i love her. we went from like marina square all the way back to fareast area what the hell! have never been so crazy searching and deciding. next wk i gotta fulfill her wishes toO hope she's less fickle then. hahaha. anw i am loOking forward to it. can discuss more stuff wif her. i am really thankful for NY sometimes cos i found a few gals who can really stay and support each other despite being in different schools AND not meeting for months or even years. that's really heartwarming to me. MUDDY MUD PIE is DELECTABLE haahaa.. i nearly died drowning myself in that FUDGE. oh! next outing we go the pizza walker or smth kkkkk???????

JANG EGG SARA we better get out soon haha =) haven seen your guys since like.................ok nvm. haha

YINGS ummm no need for elaboration: i miss ya!

hmmmm..i am in serious dilemma now. really bad. so i can become quite moody. lost my temper at mummy and at myself. gosh. i really want a decision. going to list out all the pros and cons now. oh god. i hope i can make the right choice this time. sighs

2006-06-01T09:58:00.000+08:00

2006-05-11T09:23:00.000+08:00

whew the past few wks were full of ups and downs.. either being sky-high or falling to rock bottom

jovi and i went Sentosa 3 times alr!! haha it's supa fun to be wif this crazy girl. the first time we went to cycle. then we realised that cycling in Sentosa is not fun! because the space is so limited and the roads are often lined wif cars so we have to dodge here and there and the pavements are rocky. we rented the bike for 2 hrs and then pretended to be sick and was refunded an hour! haha.. well after that we had this really terrible coffee bean drink. Jovi's pure chocolate was not sweet at all and my tea tasted like water! pple dun go there! they are deficient of staff and makes bad drinks hahaha.. anw we we on the LUGE ride. Jovi was screaming on the top of her lungs at the chair lift. okay not at the top of her lungs but the staff was laughing at her gripping the handrail so tightly while other passengers sat emotionlessly. bleahs. the LUGE ride is FUN! we sped all the way downhill haha though a little expensive at 8 dollars each. the next time we went was only for a short while to tan in our bikinis! wheeee..so exposed =( hahaha Jang joined us on monday and it was great fun as we played volley (very poorly) and swam! THey are officially my playing buddies =) along wif joyce so yep!

BIG WALK yest was coOl cos got to exercise and also talk cOck along the way. It was a 10km walk from National Stadium all the way to esplanade and back =) i felt gooD after that tho my legs felt like they were in prostration. yepPp. Jovi and Joyce must send me photos!
and SHUN was there toOO but we din see each other only realised later hahaha..gal we will see each other on WED cant wait!!!! can crap then!!

and i jus wanna say a BIG sorry to SHUKS, XH, SH..wasn't at com =D catch up more wif your at the next chance. esp SHUKS i miss you! are you coming back?

i know this is a long entry but this is the most important section. i really miss sch days. was talking to cla that i still recall vividly how we waited for each other every morning at 6.30am jus to step into campus together. rarely do pple have these memories together. how i would run to dil's table to tell her bout stuff and scream at each other hahaha.. how i would go to the opposite wing jus to find my NY frens waiting for me to go running, pon lectures or jus gossip. how we would stay back for each other. the friendly bickering and treating each other to food from the canteen. what the hell they always bring tears to my eye. Not because they are esp touching but because of the fact that we are not so separated. we barely see each other. once in every few weeks? and because of this we lost the way to share our hearts with each other. the familarity seems faded. AND a student's naivety. I see this on the big walk that secondary school students scream and cheer togehter no matter how embarrassing it is! now we are a reticent bunch. thinking of consequences before acting. missing out the fun and craziness and the sometimes memorable ramifications of our actions. i jus miss school days hell lot. it's the reality i m losing touch with some of the used to be closest to me and i am sad over that. i dun wan us to be strangers. i dun wan the dialogues to be truncated to a few sparse messages, online hellos and ackward silences during meetings. it is a reality i cannot accept.

2006-04-28T20:56:00.000+08:00

StiLL the school-less, jobLess and hOpeLess me

AND....

BIG MOUTH ME!
the prob wif me is that i tend to give opinions. an excess of them! which fully accounts for my length of my interviews. It only went below 30mins once.That is because it was preceded by another 10 min conversation outside. All others HAVE to be 30+ minutes. i suck.m an HOPELESS interviewee. nvm. wat's done is done. and that is also why i feel so enervated today. 1+ hour of non-stop talking. it's not gossip session (that is like NO PROB for me wahaha) but this is an INTERVIEW. good lord.

anyway tml i ll be meeting yingssssss!!!!!!!!!!! gurl thanks for taking out time to be wif me =) really appreciate your effort!! monday i m meeting GRACE too yeps that near decade long amigo of mine. =p miss my piggy tho. she got match tml morning so cant c her. but all the v v v v best for the match i hope you win!!!!!!! i got so many things to tell you i dunno if i can finish it nex time i c you. it's gonna b june hols soon too so cheer up schOol gal!

btw abby if you are reading this lings is v v v v v worried for your safety. yes you know wat i m talking bout so plssssssss take care altho you really do need the money to shop wif me. dunno y everyone says they always spend wif me shopping wif them =D sorry pple. still owe dil her europe stuff and jovi zoo trip bleahs.

the VJ game was cancelled cos of heavy rain!!! sobx. ESTHER mus tell me when it be held k? =)
it's THE long wkend pple. enjoy yaaaa those who got out of army.
SJ hope your "amazing race" today went well..i really pei fu you lor i am so shagged after only one argh.

2006-04-18T10:40:00.000+08:00

tres tres stressante!!

jobless.school-less.
haha. now i m jus putting my best in everything. and hopefully everything will turn out fine.
anw I am truly hapPy for Alicia! she gOt into Kings! congratsS!! haf fun 4 the nex 5 months ya =) haha.. i ll drag you more often out since we are kinda jobless peOple.aLso haPpy for Dil cos she turned older on the 14th April wahaha. oOops. HapPy beLated gaL! ALSO hapPy for grace! got intO double degreE ritex? clapZ. C u on sunday ya? we ll plan an outing then!! hOpefully the test wont kill my brain cells first =p.

WkenD waS gd. caught up wif 2 v impt pple in my life. haha. hopefully c them again on the nex wkend since i still owe them stuff. oh somebody owes me lunch too. hahahaha..

this wK s q paCked. tml needa attend and hand in things. thurs got lunching wif cla and dil. PasSing dil my v lovely pressie to her. haha.she needa bluetooth photos to meee!! fri,sat,sun, next tues,wed....ARGHHHHHHH.

hmmm the above are 2 of the 1056 photos i took. goodness i took 20min to load those 2 stupid phtos. i look swollen and fat in one with those jacket and scarf and who knows how many layers underneath. hahaha.

c'est tout!

2006-04-08T14:44:00.000+08:00

God has a plan for everybody everything

PeOple!! i am back yeps from my 2 weeks trip of Germany, Switzerland and Italy =) It was the most wonderful 2 weeks i ever had!! Germany i visited the Black Forest. Switzerland i went up the Alps TWICE, went Zurich, Lucern and Italy was the best. Visited Milan, Venice, Rome, Florence, Verona. Milan is really the shopping heaven but for those monetarily well-endowed. uh yea cos it's the birth place of Gucci, Prada, LV, Fendi..okay you get what i mean. But coffee and icecream in Italy were superb. Gelatooooooo =)) Swiss Choc is really nice up to expectations. but shopping wise is like Rolex etc. boos. haha. But scenery is breathtaking. Magnificent. Unbelievable. everyday you wake up to the whole alpine region in front of you. Swiss guys are cute too (serious) hehe. aniwae i cant post any pics rite now cos my com is commiting suicide again. yeah. so sorry but i took about 800 plus photos. bleahs.

The bad thing about europe is that everything is ridiculously expensive. you need to pay ONE euro to get into the public toilet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! which is TWO SING DOLLARS and the toilets are really small and uh...not up the the standard for the price you pay!! angrysss~

aniwae i am now relief teaching in NanYang!! yes back to my own school. you know when you have a job in your old school you feel more responsible than working in other places. but with IP it seems to me that the kids are now more nonchalant about results and naturally lessons too. so inattentive and "heck-care". makes my job tres stressant!! oh and HAPPY BELATED BDAY to SJ. nex week ok??

to piggy: hey congrats on your blocks! pls have swenson together soon!!!!!!!!!!!!
to cla: you back alr???????? GOOOD. pls have THE PASSION FRUIT soon. umss wkend?
to yings: you still missing me? oh no.. ok i msg you soon k =)
to alicia: you should go bowling todays! hehe. anw i promised to have lunch or dinner wif you so yeps lets lets one day after my work. you still working btw?

that's bout all. when i rescue my com i will post photos. i look like a pig most of the time aniwae cos wrapped up with big coats and scarf and gloves hee hee

2006-03-22T09:27:00.000+08:00

THE, FRUIT, PASSION (haha)

2006-03-10T17:59:00.000+08:00

Since the completion of driving lessons, I feel as if I am under constant stress, a kind unlike the jitters you get when you get before going into an exam. That kind just come in the form of a sudden adrenaline rush, fading away as the exam proceeds. THIS, this is like you wake up and start panicking because your future seems so uncertain. Everyone else seems to have a direction while I am LOST. I know my parents always say that I expect to much and think too little of myself.. sounds ironic rite but i guess they are quite right.

Tml is NUS open house. well actually gng on both days. but am gng alone tml. then wif my dearest cla on sunday. i miss her lots. clara tan: cant wait to c you. save me girl haha =)

and i feel extremely proud of myself today cos i fixed the com~ whee..took only 2 hourss! improvement!!

even though i have no job now, i am occupied everyday. I am more contented (but still stressed) that i get to do things that were previously made impossible by As levels. I am devouring novels, learning to cook (hehe this is so embarrassing), playing my musical instruments and helping people la. feels good that you can take life slowly finally, savouring it. BUT once applications are settled, i will get myself employed again feel so bad taking money from parents! i hate being dependent!

guess that's enuf from me. i hope alicia will sail thru =)

and people please say hi to me tml if you c me..or i will be super lonely hahahaha.

2006-03-02T11:53:00.000+08:00

i truly am heartbroken.
and i am sorry if you are disappointed.

what's gonna happen to me now?

oh and thanks if you are proud of me.
my own expectations are just not met.

2006-02-21T16:56:00.000+08:00

the medicine was truely efficacious. am back on my 2 feet bouncing around the hse =)
but it also seems that the bug has chosen other human targets. Leslie is on MC now. take care!

anw i cant wait for wednesday finally i can get 2gather wif my class girls and saturday too wif my crazy jovi. still deciding whether to go tan or to shop?? hahaha.

they make me misS sch again! seriously, waking to the thought that hey today i am going to see my friends and not hand in tutorials and fail lecture tests is MUCH better than waking up to oh no is work AGAIN or is orchard road/home again. The school premises may be miniscule compared to the world outside but within it there is a kind of evolving love, joy and knowledge that spills through every chink making a monday class bench different from a tuesday class bench. because of the campus and its people, life is never a standstill. Outside, la mode takes longer to exert its cult on consumers, even rumors takes a longer time to spread. haha.. piggy should know i like a mentally challenging milleu. (she thinks i m mad cos of that cos pple like to slack)

oh wells i m also over the moon cos i m going to attend the AEROSPACE 2006 exhibition!!!!!!!!!! YAYNESS. haha i m weird rite?

alrights that's enough crap from me today

PS.retardie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how was the movie???????????????

2006-02-19T12:03:00.000+08:00

sucks
bedridden for the entire wkend
sucks being sick ='(

2006-02-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

whew another Vday..still rmb the last 6 yrs i have always spent it wif my love-softball! haha..always hav trng on that day. mummy was great brot me to tcc in the late afternoon. the oreo cheesecake there ROCKS and the really sinful warm lava chocolate cake of course!! (so very kindly recommended by my sis) hahaha..
well for the past few days my life went upside down..making terrible decisions, sacrificing one thing for another..bleahsss. AND cant seem to meet up to appointments wif my darlings: cla,dil, yings etc etc..ARGH. sometimes i also think my expectations are outrageously high wanting everything to fit in perfectly..and wishing that there are more than 24hrs in a day! =))
missing my frens sighs..
alrights i cant miss desperate housewives. so hapPy season 2 is here!
adieus
PS. alicia! tell me when your tuition-ing is over!!
PPS.oh anybody going NTU open hse this wkend? hehe..

2006-01-22T17:20:00.000+08:00

this wk had been..
disappointing
ya guess that would b the best word to describe these 7 days
well a few surprises here n there
mostly nasty ones

everyone has their own foibles, small downfalls etc
i seem to have more though
so many that few people can accept it

i am sorry if i did not turn out to be the kind of girl you are looking for
(well actually i kinda knew wat you all were praying for)

yep hope this wk would be better
CNY is coming.
santa claus couldn't find my desired gift
so i am hoping for gd fortune and luck this year
haha
adieus
i am learning to accept reality and correct my imperfections.

i need my babes esp yings.. haha..

2006-01-14T19:44:00.000+08:00

"I carried your heart (I carried your heart in my heart)" --In Her Shoes

Campfire 2006 Let's Jam
it was q great i couldn't even my year's campfire but it was just fantastic to get into the reverie and groove of school life again. sighs i reali miss school. seriously i dun think i ll mind the studies also. on hindsight, it is more enriching and meaningful to learn things everyday compared to life now. mabbe that's y i m trying to not lose touch wif books and stuff. haha tink many of you ll be like eeewww. wells. =))) anw jus hanged out wif piggy most of the time. felt pretty guilty for dragging her away frm her class but sincerely grateful for her company. she jus shares same sentiments as me about all kinds of things. that's y she's piggy haha saw many many pple.. YINGS!! haha..clarisse,rebecca and netballers, esther and touch ruggers, jy, carine, junjia and her class etc etc had a chat wif miss ong too you know tchers can jus transform into really great pals after you get out of sch =)))

today in town was shocking met so so so so so so many HC pple..yar..startling. oh and caught up wif peishan on the bus to town too! your day is like kinda brightened up when you bang into lovely peeps.
tml's 2nd lesson at driving hope it ll be great i feel good sitting in front of the stearing wheel
and my new TV is so thiiiiinnnnn haha
missing alot of pple =(
when's CNY coming?? i m so in need of some stoning time
sighs
tata

2006-01-09T21:32:00.000+08:00

Rawwrrss

Pay day arrived (finally) but jus that it wont b even enough to cover half o wat i spent in dec.

sheesh.

aniwaes today guys let out for a day haha..nd: i cant wait man..my ears are deprived =p

well e past few days in that the wkend was horrid the rain dampened my mood and seriously made town totally unsuitable for slacking in. at 5 o'clock sharp the sky takes its cue and rain ll just come in torrents sucks rite.. so i stayed at home and watched 2 vcds per day.. alright and caught up on piano playing reading and all da stuff. rawwrss. hope tml ll be a bright and sunny day.. clara dated me tml so i m praying for the best weather =)

met up wif my dearest Chong Chyn on friday nite.. woah haven seen that babe for 2 years man..reali misSed her. well we caught up (got caught in the rain too) and enjoyed the lovely Swenson's baked rice. i m so glad abz and jang could come along too. haiz a few hrs is definitely not enough to make up for the days but i really enjoyed myself. ccube: love ya lots and come back real soon ya!!!! AND FOR MORE DAYSSSSSSSS =))) that gal ah really think airfare v cheap come for 1 day then fly off again liao..tsk tsk =)))

oh yes yes my driving lesson..hmmmmmmmmmm..my engine stalled.....bout....5 times????? wahahahaha..but i learn until GEAR 3! so proud of myself first lesson alr can do everything alr muahahaha..ok la wasn't that good but i overtook a few other first timers!! well i hope i can get onto the rd v soon (my instructor promised!!) haha..better go take my FTT too heesss

cant wait for the wkend nowadays. when you are working you yearn for holidays.

yay kbox wif colleagues on sat. yayness.

tata.

PS. yings pls date me soon. i m deprived of yings. yings yings yings =))))

2005-12-30T16:12:00.000+08:00

ok haven blogged for q a while aniwae let's start from hmmmm yarrr the outing wif nicky on 24th..it was great i missed that girl like hell =))) we watched NARNIA which was like super fantastic..kept me reali absorbed esp by Aslan! he looked so real!! haha..ok after that we went window shopping b4 we had to head back to HV together me to my hm and she to her grandma's place haha thx dear for the gift!! i feel so guilty not giving you anything except the movie..well hope you ll have a great year ahead babe!!!!! =) see you v v soon!!

then on xmas went out wif oasis peeps went bugis to walk around when we found out that guys dun reali fancy shopping hahaha..so we jus settled down at starbucks and talked bout mainly rollercoasters ahahaha..ok la was q fun cos have quite a nice christmas lunch wif them..haven seen each other for so long alr..so it was good catching up man!! well gd luck for your scholarship alex and uh alvin pls stop sleeping and i love junjia's handbag..cant stand her =p

monday hahaha it was public hols and so it was another chance to get out and chill..i met up wif alicia!! thanks babe for pei-ing me from uh 11am - 10 pm ahahaha and c-ing so many pple wif me..ah so sry prob awkard for you la but i hope you had fun!! we went Big Os and then did some shopping well i bot ian lim's pressie then hehe..and she got great shoes!!!!!! yeps from fareast v pretty and good bargain! well laters we or rather me met up wif my dear sister at tcc at millenia..ahh.. the choc thing was so super nice..hot melted choc jus flows out of the thing hahaha drrrrrooooooolllllllllllsssssssssss~ hehe..aniwae got a lovely present from him la..aiya ok laaaaa sorrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i din know you were so urrrrmmmmmmsssssss well built hahahaha but reali sorry ya =( heh hope you have fun in malaysia..then we dined wif SJ stupid SJ niaoed me the whole day..so sian and stupid guy got illogical on half a shot of vodka..hahahaha..then met up wif clara and xh well sort of like to get my present thx dude!!!!!! sorry i din get you a present..it ll be belated ya? new year present!!! hahaha..aniwae i dun have to mention my ever ever so dearest clara got me a freaking nice pair of shoes =)) it's super comfy and i jus adore the print =))

well work on tues and then wed went pubbing and clubbing wif mongolia pple.. hahaha it was exchanging gifts at cafe iguana..i lurrrrrrvveee the drinks there lehssss...clar got good taste recommended a lot of cool things to eat and drink =) aniwae i hope you guys like the gift.. oh and andy!!!!! i developed the photos alr!!!! when to pass to you dude?? =))) i am so hapPy you liked the gift heeeeexx my taste not sooooo bad laaa..ya then went zouk..aiya super crowded..my last toe nail got chipped half off cos some asshole stepped on it..the music was not dance hits either...basically it was rather boring..(agreed by michele) haha..saw jingmin and jialing there!! haha..haiz prob ll go MOS next time they say it's not so packed cos it's bigger..

wells that's bout it..haha..m so so busy nowadays..actually not..but i jus feel like i haven been visiting my bed v often ahaha..i m freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee on sat, sun and mon so YINGS pls date me haaha or i'll feel uh sho lonely into the new yr =)))))

alrights gotta go tonight got driving..wahahaha..

2005-12-20T18:14:00.000+08:00

chio wallets ~ ok dil's one chio-er =)

2005-12-12T19:48:00.000+08:00

haha today first day at worrkkk!!! met lovely n funky pple like yuen mei!!!!!!! yay~ we practically crapped the whole work time todays..haha so bad of us rite?? haha..ATP IS HER STARHUB OF ENERGY wahahaha..okay only she can understand la =) aniwae gal tml we ll snack away tho we r uhhhh supposed to go dieting..haha..oh wells it's pretty to cool to hav pple you love working rnd you..ya just pray that tml's program is NOT reading thru the brochures and prospectus agains. haha.

cla: hey gal you called me! wassup? =)
jovi: ahhhhhhh......r we gng out on wed or fri????? reply soon! cant wait to c you!
dil: yes saturday kae kae yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i m so happppppppppyyyyyy where we gng tho? haha

aniwae decided to put up more shots so yep spice up the blog and let alicia have a look!! haha eh tell me when you free ok??? =)
dil and i...and the sunflower haha

cla and i in full view! =)

my sis :D (adding to e collection of stupid-face photos)

my mongolian peeps clar, sj and ian lim. sj of course being my most most beloved doof =)

and 76!!

2005-12-09T13:19:00.000+08:00

sighss..wat a wonderful prom..took lots of pics!! i think this is the nicest that have 5 of us. sad that alicia couldn't join us. aniwae..the first thing in the evening was pple DUN RECOGNISE ME!! rawwwrrrss. ok but i do look q diff la..was shocked when i saw myself in the mirror.hahaha i also under-dressed!!! pple wear nice nice gowns and i m like in a 2 piece both of which can be reused for daily occasion..OoooppSss. haha. i think i managed to take photos wif almost everyone. oh those who have photos wif me please remind me to send to you when i c you online!! =)

dil: hey hey. pls take pics of the sunflower i bot you..it's so damn freaking nice. the flower and me. haha..aniwae i like your hair color.mabbe i ll go highlight more obvious next time sighs

cla: wah lao..i got a close shot, full length shot and a top-body shot wif you..enough????? hahaha.your hair was fantastic dear. hope you had fun. your table a bit uh far tho.

doof: you looked nice in the end wat!!!!! seems like your fren has good taste. not bad not bad. aniwae it's 27th yes yes shouting this out to nd tooooo..(rawwrs shout my name so unglam) yep be there!!!!!!!! and our MAHJONG SESSION????????? haha looking forward to it.

sis: haha..you ah last minute dressing also can do..ok la had fun wif ya esp at the club (tho i seriously dun like clubbing) and you better get me a sunflower nex time to make it up!!!!!!!! ok jk jk..cya rnd.

S76: wah yest was fun la..finally we hung out together and took so many photos.. you guys looked great..so enthu at the club too =) chia!! u shld have joined!!

ya after the prom go club at indochine. aiya i dunno whether it's me or wat la i reali dun like clubbing..dunno why. dunno leh not v high.. oh no..and to pee i am NOT drunk ya..(today wake up at 10 somemore) wahahahaha..ya no offence to clubbers but hai not my thing! =/ but i still think it's a memorable time wif my class and sis..oh oh weili i hope you r fine lehssssss..haiz poor gal..blame Ritz's food!! damn sucky la..i lived off the chocolate that night.ok i passed your ez link to yq alr. rest well..

hmmm..i gtg..my toe nail falling off..

2005-12-06T13:18:00.000+08:00

ARGH
i jammed my left big toe play badminton =( ok that's y i was grouchy 4 the rest of the thing..sorry guys..it reali hurts even when it hits water (cos it bled at the side) heh. and cos me have a BIG MASS and hence big mv..hehe. ok betta get to town now n meet eunice haha for our long-awaited book trip..n my food too..rawwrrsss..poor toe..haha sorry clara dear i cannot run tml liao..me ll contact you soon! tata for now..=)
sis: get my shirt. yes. hahaha..try ur best la thanks huh.
shing: i wan my dido. and MUST we bike this wkend???????????? =(

2005-12-03T18:57:00.000+08:00

SONG OF THE YEAR:
DRAGOSTEA DIN TEI
O-ZONE
(makes you sway to the music like Chicken Little heee :D)

2005-11-27T18:35:00.000+08:00

me and my dearest clara
hehe both of us started my 2nd day of hols wif a good 2.4km run round the track on saturday!! =) laters we played badminton and i got to taste her mother's ever so lovely makings!! make me grow fat huh dear? haha..aniwae ll b officially dating her every wed and sat for jogging!! yay..can gossip and talk cock during the sessionss..heeehee oh so i m gonna get that thing for you for your bday rite? ok ok..i'll choose a nice one!
after that i went for class chalet at 4pm. much thanks to yiffy the chalet was like super fantastic la..the food was great (i din do the cooking heex) and mr choe and ms ong turned up!!!!! reali appreciate them coming all the way to Pasir Ris to attend the barbecue!!! haha..tchers are such nice pple outside the classroom. our crapping session with them was like..cool!!!! hehe.
to shing~!!! hey dude thanks for organising the biking session!! so aniway i went off at 9 to go nite biking wif shing, shimmie, lester( issit spelled like that?) meishi, and my two darlings haha..yeah wah the two idiots gay around and make us wait for one hr!! rawwrrrss =) so now i m aching everywhere. most importantly my ASS hurts like shit and i got bruises on one knee, scraped my right arm and cut my right ankle..arrrgghhh..we cycled from EAST COAST to CHANGI VILLAGE to EAST COAST to ORCHARD (orchard hotel!!!!!!) to EAST COAST. DISPLACEMENT: ZILCH. wahahaha..but i was so shagged i just knocked out for 2 hrs b4 i got dragged out to town by my parents..as i m speaking my butt feels so bruised..arghhhhhhhhh arghhhhhhhh..but it was too damn fun so uh yep there's a price to pay!!
doof and sis: aiya i so extra la when i came back after pei-ing shimmie to busstop arrrggghh..haha not that i understand anithing your were saying.. ok just dun make me bulb again ya teeheehee :D
hmmmm gonna watch tv now la cos basically i cant reali move much wif the body groaning at every motion..haha..
shing!! my CD!! i mean your dido CD =)

2005-11-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!
A's are finally over and yes clara i m gonna update now..(piggy's patiently waiting 4 moi)
today was great..physics S was much better than Maths S!! well rite after that i went watching Harry Potter wif mummy..NICE SHOW..i mean cedric was so cute hehe..sorry too high today. cho chang was definitely stunning..aniwae it was just a great 3 hours in the cinema tho it was freezing (brrrr) i bought a jigsaw!!!!! gonna embark on it soon!! tho my 3000 piece is currently out of stock..gonna get that soon!!! can spend my dec fruitfully =) i know i know pple say i m wierd liking this kinda of thing hmphhhhh..haha..
wanna shout out to a few pple there
jovi: hey hey dear you ARE reading this..haha..aniwae today was the LAST day!!!! so happy!!! i m free on next uh..fri??? yep..i cant wait to hang out wif ya ahhhhhh....tell me bout your day wif carine!!
deecla: i m OFF!!! your play 1 wk alr so you must be dying to hang out wif moi (grinsss) ok ok just wanna say clara tan if you dun go out your present will rot away. ahaha..jus kidding c yoo real soon dearest
piggy: sorrrrrryyy reali dunno hokkien lehxxx hahaha. got canto?? canto vulgarities also q uh hahaha interesting wat
nic: tennis is the way to go =)
sis: you are so damn mean today =(
doof: hmmm? ok jus tell me when you know k?? ll be waiting for your reply

tml's my class chalet..yayness majong time!!! oh well i betta get back to the conversation wif my dears. been abandoning them to write this entry =) take care everyone hear from you guys soon!!

2005-09-30T16:51:00.000+08:00

haha..how can you not love your sis?

had such a wonderful 18th birthday and yep one of the most memorable ones of my life..i guess the following pple reali made it happen and i m really blessed to have them in my life =)

first and foremost obviously my sis: haha dunno how to thank you.the cup is v pretty whee~ i like!! haha had such a wonderful time talking crap wif you ok you were a bit tired and din stay long but hey thx for reservin e night for me =) and walking all the way to the opposite side wif me haha..muacks~

doof and nd: wahaha..you rock man, nv had an argument so crappy and so lengthy b4! wells thanks dudes for uh braving the stares of the crowd (due to the lovely sunflower) and the bk was reali cool..read it alr..=) the card also..tho i cant quite agree wif some stuff wahaha..ok til xmas!!

deecla: okay waat to say..dil heng sucks!! hahaha =) i forgive you totally la..jus dun let the cookies be manifested with ants!!!! haha..nth else to say..just i love these 2 idiots to bitsss...yesh..my passion!!! haha!!

NY pple (abz, jovi, carine, mingjuan, C cube, ling min, yuru, esther,jang, egg, pok): wat reali touched me is that after all the years your are still so supportive and accepted my faults and made life so wonderful..you were great in everyway and my heartfelt thanks go out to all of ya!! reunion after As? =)

Class clique: heyloss yes i loved the RED pouch haha now my ipod is assured of maximum protection wahaha..aniwae hope we can stick together all e way and whew..nex wk is the wk thru the worst papers! haha good luck!!

many thx also go out to peeps like yings!! (my darling), fel,xianghao, shing (salutes*), changliang, joyce, chris, zhiyin,emily..sorry if i forgot to mention your name!! every of these fwenships holds a special meaning to me..
thanks everyone once again GOD BLESS and take care!!

loads of love from the ageing lings haha..

2005-09-28T17:46:00.000+08:00

SUNFLOWER
not by Van Gogh
haha.
becoming a pessimist
accused of being naggy (?!)
compelled to feel stupid
destined to be fat
unavoidably getting old
turning into a stone
saddened by insensitive assholes
stressed by marks

"drowning below 'c' level"
pretty cool huh..if anyone here realises that drowning starts with D.

cant wait to meet abz tml.
and Myth.
woohoo.
first movie since June.
oops.u jus dropped your jaw.
ok.
shall stop sounding so sian.
better swing back to the high end n get a smile on my face by 12midnight.
bleahs.

thx today goes to: xh, eunice, jovi, joyce..whee~

2005-09-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

helloo..anyone listening? haha i m dying to lay my hands on these two thingssss...wheeeee~ haha..today marks the end of prelims for most pple hooray!! oh wells i got 2 more papers but cant complain..self inflicted suffering. haha.

to deecla: dun play too hard n make me jealous haha and cla you going candy shop rite?? get moi chocs haha..

to class: alrights thx for part of e cake..sorry wasn't exactly in e mood to eat and couldn't go out wif ya today..haha..thx wans i will jia you..DUN READ COMICS TO 3AM i am seriously warning you..that's like NO diff from studying haha..oh LOST here i come tonight yayyyy!! =)

to my 2 darlingsss: hey doof you got over it alr ritess??? dota-ing today? confirm la..haha..aiya i will tell both of your the prob when i m ready to la..yeah..try to cheer me up meanwhile (i am going to study today) helloss pls be a good sis oaf and support me all e way to tues..your dear fwen refuses to and pushes the responsibility to you..=) miss ya both and stop wearing specs and acting studious.

haix..how can you not be sad when you are faced with it everyday..then things are postponed, delayed. Heartbroken to see tears..make me shed some too..this year has been demanding and harsh emotionally, physically, mentally..argh..wanna get things over and done wif and finally take a breath and enjoy the better aspects of life..hmmm..i am affected and that's the fact and it will show on my papers.

to S pple haha: jia you and ya let's redo tutorials..haha..but seriously when we take one week to do one tut we are literally out of our minds to think of re-doing all in uh 3 days? haha..all e best!!

2005-08-26T21:22:00.000+08:00

to my darlings..a song just dedicated to both of ya..take care you know how much i love you both.. and to my class 76 we rock..ALWAYS..=)

You light me up and then I fall for youyou lay me down and then I call for youstumbling on reasons that are far and fewI'd let it all come down and then some for you

Pretty baby don't you leave meI have been saving smiles for youpretty baby why can't you seeyou're the one that I belong toI'll be the embrace that keeps you warmfor you're the sun that breaks the stormI'll be alright and I'll sleep soundas long as you keep comin' around, oh pretty baby

end of da term..

2005-08-18T19:20:00.000+08:00

THANKS SIS!!!
bleahs alth abit crappish but ya thx so much! i m de-stressed! muacks! wanna hav more these sessions.so fun.thanks for dragging yourself back to sch wif me! you rock my world!!!! realli!!!(um did you get anithing from town for moi??? haha =) oh n stop staring at cheo bu-s on buses and streets!! )

miss dil..pls come school on days of math lectures yes next week last wk liao..bleahs
thanks clara!! i loved the sweets!!! =)
doof!! stoppit la..oh wells hope you are feeling so much better!! yeah dun get out on the wrong side of bed agains ok? miss crapping with you and pls jia you and dun stress like me =) and stop reading wrong entries..haha!

bleahs gtg..haha tml sat got tuition maybe go for another de-stressing session crapping with xh. hehe.

2005-08-07T14:27:00.000+08:00

At the nadir
i misplaced my trust.

2005-08-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

SCREAMNING OUT TO PPLE OVERSEAS..THAT'S MY DEAREST SARAH IN CANADA, CHARLENE AND (i dun have our pic on com) CHONG CHYN..

i m writing this cos i m feeling so guilty now for not being able to send you any emails yesh. but jus wanna say i miss you guys so.

to char: argh..class life is getting really sucky when it's less than 1 month away from GP prelim yar..revision lectures and all that stuff..heard you highlighted your hair? is that true? hehe.aniwaex i gotta say this photo is the nicest photo i have ever taken finally i look presentable ahahaha =) okays i have been gaining weight, mugging, losing sleep..haha sounds bad rite? hope you r taking care of yourself (i was sick for 1 entire wk!) oh wellss.missing you lots take care dearie.

to sarah: helllloooooossssss is my girl still surviving in the subzero alberta???? i hope you are reading this entry!! i miss you..the softball team trains now and ya whenever i look at the guys in red caps i think of my games and yoooooouuuu..argh..oh i changed specs (can you tell from the photo?) haha..aniwaex i have been a very bad girl not keeping to my promise (sobx*) love you lots dearie will make it up soon..are you comin back to s'pore in dec?? do!! i wanna c you agains!! =)

to chongchyn: i shld not grumble in front of you cos you are definitely more stressed at med fac!! haha..how are You??????? i dun think i replied to your last msg rite? oh no..aniwaex i hope you are coping well ya? dun too stress hor...dun wan see haggard you when you get back to s'pore..ahaha..i am so gonna camp with you when you are back. ll not let you outa my sight!! scared? haha...ll get back to you asap!!!! reallllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy =)

ciao~

missing dil

2005-08-03T18:08:00.000+08:00

to dil: heyx u weren't in sch..couldn't paSs you something that i thought might cheer you up.aniwae i m going to pasS it to you persOnally no matter wat cos how insincere to do it thru another person.yeps.i bought choc for you at first but ll buy agains tml morning.i'm praying hard for you dearie so pls hang it there.love you lots.

to hy: helloxxx thx ar..somebody so nice today CUT MY QUEUE then buy sausage for me hahaha.hope you ll b reading this entry.CONGRATS hor on winning the biomed thingy..kan bu chu so zai but it was kinda your dream since J1 rite?can still rmb.oh wellss buy more cheese sausages for my insatiable hunger and apPetite hehe..hope to catch up more wif ya soon.

so funnys today knew bout AC for HC..wahaha..nd!!! dun b upset la..can finally fulfill your dreams yesh.haha.aniwae i decided!!! i m gng prom..ya whoever reading this mus b like thinking uh no big deal rite this kinda thing like who will take so long to decide..oh wellssss =/ i hate detest abhor dressing up for prom (as i struggled during sec4) bleahx..n it's really q ex.hmmm.

to my sis: urrrrhhhh if i sit alone you can find me more easily riteeeee?????? haha..and pls wear specs more often to lighten up my daysss yesh..make me hapPier laughing at your toot face hahahaha oops..ok la...study hard pls dun sleep at 10 then leave your fwen studying until 12..v lao kui leh.

to sj: hmmm i sick of YOU for 1 wk.your 1 day is like NOT comparable =)

shing! dunno if you read this la but faster learn how play k? haha..it's q hard lehhhhhh ='( i m damn sian now cant do my freaking phy S..haiz..i m so glad my math teacher is willing to help me in my math S revision..yar..really thankful..i need alot of help..dun wanna fail too badly.oh btw today's PE was FUN!! frisbee rox our PE teacher ROX too..haha..she's like the first PE teacher who BOTHEREd remembering our names (ALL our names to be specific) haha..

okays i better go.
hmmmmmmmm.
less than 1 month to GP prelims *shiver*

2005-07-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

The sky has lost it's color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time when you'll be back
You're coming back
I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time
I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name
I can brave a hurricane
And still be standing tall when all the dust has settled down
But I can't take the distance
I still believe in feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

sad times~

to dil: whatever it is, u ll always have me arnd..best regards..(and i missed you lots for lect) and i will get you something..other than prob mickey from HK.yeps.
to cla: nothing much i jus love you lots haha..btw do you know i go for phy tuition on Sat now?
to shun: get well soon gal..dun be like me ar..haha..being sick for a week is a horrible experience
to grace: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! oh well early la..but have a wonderful 18th birthday my dear!! it's THE birthday of your life and i cheer for our 7 yr friendship!!! *clapxx* had a wonderful time at pizza hut today so sorry i had to leave early =( hope we can meet up soon! and all the v v v best for the prelims in 2 wks time?? =) love ya lots
to cel: hello girl! i LIKE your HAIR!! it's soo funky!! yes cant wait to meet up with you againss =)
to piggy: yesss..the days i stay back ALONE at the class bench will be the days of my S paper sobx..pls pei wo..cos nobody (nearly) stay back wif me for S onee..*sads* haha oink!
to my sis: can you call me on Sat night? i wan talk to you..i feel damn sian nowadays..sad too..='(

haiz.sads~

burnt

2005-07-26T14:58:00.000+08:00

viral fever..haven eaten properly for a day liao..m now in the "better" state so managed to drag myself to type this..went hospital this morning..fever kept having sinosoidal patterns.i can be alive and kicking in the afternoon and then burn at 38degrees and beyond a few hours later..sucks..lost 2kg..yes believe it or not..yest tried to stay back for math S..cheng bu zhu..mus go home (luckily i did) was having another feverish time of 38degrees..
today's my supposed break cum math lect day with dil.so that we can crap together.argh.miss dil so.tml's school.dun think i attending either..
sis: dun so sad..i love you lots..we r both gng thru a terrible time but we will pull thru together? =)
piggy:argh you right i shld hav headed straight home.then mabbe today it wont be so bad.aniwaez i think i shld be getting better..at least i have appetite..i simply love talking to you..cant wait to meet up with you after my As..thx so much for being there for me =)
dil: are you there? din reply my msg..aniwae did you listen to lect? mus teach me hor..
clara: bleahx mus be terrible gng school alone? haha..i wan to be back asap too! you are missed!

to my gang in 76 thx for helping me yest..appreciate it..everything your did

my hands are shaking typing this..shit..i need food! bleahs =/
adieus..
to everyone:pls take care of your health.

looong day!!

2005-07-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

yawnsss...! it's been such a loong day today stayed out from 6.30 to 6.30!! haha..aniwaez as usual it's my beloved friday cos i get to sit with dil for math lect!! yay!! wells chin also laaaa.. i koped her grey pen accidentally!! ah so sorry din mean to..reali v nice and i did not use after the math lect so if the ink runs out uh you know who to blame..hahaha!! yeps uh was busy explaining to pple bout my poor toe too!! yes so here it goes: i cut my toe nail too deep!! yesh stupid lings..and ya according to pple it'll hurt cos of ingrowth and i had to wrap it cos it was RAW mus prevent infection yes yes..haha..self inflicted wound stupid me..haiz..dil and clara got FREAKED out by my description of the rat!! the dissection where we saw the foetus in a pregnant rat's womb..haha..sorrryyyy!! but i was feeling q sad too cos it looked like my previous pet hamster!! sobx..
well after sch had the scholarship talk~!! i was soooo hapPy i get to sit with yings finallyyyy..it's been ages since i talked to her and it was really cathartic!! yes..i want talk to you more dearie!! missed you sooo..she made the session so much more fun and ya we looked like we completed a shopping spree after the whole thing!! haha..my arm was like aching haha =) well i guessed you survived home rite?? heee....
met up with my "sis" after that..he rocksss!! ok la besides his ego i think i can talk anything under the sun with him!! yeps thanks dear sis!! i m so glad your problem got solved and ya feeling much hapPier now and do you realised i treat you to like milo, vitasoy alr????? and your tape???THAT tape?? haha..yesh pls make it all up at ding tai fong!! wheeee~ cant wait..oh after you get brutally slaughtered for your phone bills start to save up haha...thx for everything la..love you lotsss sis!!! =)
well had a v fun day..q la..feel q contented after talking to pple i really treasure in life..3!
well gtg and do some work
b4 watching my taped LOST
wheeeee~
have a fun wkend everyoneee!!!!!! =)

oops

2005-07-20T17:48:00.000+08:00

All' Improvviso Amore

Il vento che soffia piano
Questa notte cambia il mio destino
E sento che il cuore
Ancora si sorprenderà
La vita ora ha più senso
Se guardo questo cielo immenso
E la luna inamorata
Si illuminerà di me
E sarà
All'improvviso amore
Come il mare
M'invade il cuore e l'anima
E mi salverà
E sarà naturale come respirare
L'aria in me, mi parlerà di te

Adesso tutto è diverso

Respiro te nell'universo

Ituoi occhi sono due stelle nell'oscurità

All'improvviso amore

Come il mare

M'invade il cuore e l'anima

E mi salverà

E sarà naturale come respirare

E sarà vero amore

Che guarisce il cuore

Luce dentro me nascerà

hOt!

2005-07-19T18:38:00.000+08:00

hOt topiC of da week: HarrY potter!!
firSt n fOremost: so sorry!!! to zhiyin and gang sorry i expOsed the half blooded prince!! ah pui din wan know rite? i din know!! oops..mus hav spOilt the surprise..blame my biG mOuth reali din mean it. =)
aniwaex pple are reali gng gaga over the boOk!! weili spent the wkend abSorbed in the book, alicia buried herself in the story until 2.30 am in the mOrning, zhOng qin and jkok reading the book during math lect and i saw this girl on the bus carrYing the book in that paper bag haha..oh well zq spoilt the ending for me!!!!!! argh..and i kinda like know ALOT about the plot alreadi..even dil who said will finish in 1 month finished it in 6hours further proving the appeal of the book..well i m waiting for either the book price to drop by AT LEAST 20percent OR someone nice to lend me haha..whichever comes first..was q angry that i spent 40 over bucks on the prev one which wasn't nice!! haha..hope this will be worth my effort =)

aniwae i love tues..sat with dil for math lecture!! oh THANKS DEECLA for the gift!! i love it =) i'm using it now to write all my tut titles haha..thanks darling =) although actualli wat i reali reali wanted and had been cracking my brain to think of it was just the grey pen wahahaha..

to my sis!! helloosss if you are readin this: uh i played the 1st two pages alr!! not bad =) but getting q hard on the 3rd so will try tml againsss..canon in D is nice laaaa..oh and ya i m v scared of thurs' class photo hahaha..

oh wells i think that's bout all...
gtg and rush my tut!!
love ya guys (",)

apPalled

2005-07-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

haha..eh dil dun like that help me ask..but also no pt rite cos monday alr math S..haha =) hey gil!! i miss you gal..thanksss =) i m still gng to strive for better results n so will you!! heex we must hang out one day huh back to the sec 1 and 2 craze hee
i promised not to blog today but oh well i got to!! cos firstly i m APPALLED by dil's attitude at the math lect hahahaha she's so mean say nobody will bother to listen to me except her..FINE. i m ostrasizing myself to the end of the row from now on..haha!! or would you rather i shout s****?? haha..i m so mean..oh well..lend me harry potter laaaaa..pleeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaase? hehe so weird rite one min complaining bout you one min asking you a favour haaha..oh btw i m glad your voice is finally back..

and to the person who WILL b reading this..YES NSH!!! i m totally put off by your ego today..wah lao must say the following bout YOURSELF la: 1. perfect bod 2.inner beauty 3.pretty legs????!!!! 4.genius at math 5.tennis superstar ok ok the list goes on but really pretty legsssss??????????????????? oh my god..must let me see somemore *faintsss* can you pls reevaluate your perception about yourself?????? haha..aniwaex yes i DUN trust your integrity..can tell me the drink is 5 dollars la when it's jus 3.90?? goodnesS. overt exploitation of young gals..hahaha...but aniwae rmb our agreement?? i want a treat to ding tai fong if i win k? haha..with the nice nice YAM dessert..and YES i m currently NOT planning a dieting scheme (hmmmmpphhhhh) well i m kinda done with my Normal D tut so ya (to SJ too)..but super meSSyyyy!! cos i wanna blog and scold you..haha and you know it..well hope you enjoyed reading this chunk of rubbish NSH..hahaha..(DUN CALL ME AT 3am!) pls bring my transition notes n tut back..

well gtg
KO alr..YAWNsss

eventful!!

2005-07-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

haha..today is one of the rare school days that are packed with events..ok here it goes..

morning!! cla said deecla bought a new wallet together (not bad!! but i think my one nicer..hahaha) then she was gushing about the really exotic plot of the movie she watched!! wOw..dun make me jealous leh..your watch like 6 movies alr????? i m like still stuck at 0? haha..
after chem lesSon we had break!! went out to eat wanton me yeps the nine of us..the guys were more like uh..discussing bout DOTA..ok pls tell me what's so interesting bout it? yes anyone..haha..now even my fwen jia got nicknamed Medusa..uh..can see how absorbed these guys are about it..haha..we gals stuck to more sane topics (oops) about the upcoming Harry Potter book!! uh ok dil prepare to lend me cos not going to buy ok ok i know i will have to wait for clara and jkok to finish but pls lend me too hahaha =) then you can spent the rest of the month figuring it out? hehe..
nothing much hapPened after that jus that i got niaoed by mr ng sh..yess..you know who you are mr perfect body? hahaha..still have the face to tell me how perfect your weight and your height is!!! when u obviously know that i m NOT exactly v thin nowadays..hahaha..oh well glad you got caught for wearing PE shirt!! haha..ok la i be nice tml i stay back with you to study.YESH and teach you transition k??????????? haha..
for bio prac we did dissection today!!!!!!! hahaha..KIDNEY AND HEART clara stop squealing!! haha..well it stinked and basically nothing much la but a piece of uh red meat hahahaha..nothing much to see so haiz..but guess wat next week we are dissecting mice!! nope i m not doin the killing so ya stop saying that i m sadistic...hahaha..well m looking forward to it!!
dil (the speechless girl..literally) haha: tml MUST come school..actually you cant talk rite but uh yeah will tell ya stuff =) me doin the talking again (bet your class guys seating in front will be sooooo irritated by my voice soon) haha..

btw i got ABC..so sad rite..ok la..replica of my J1 overall grades haha..well will strive for the better!! this is by far my longest entry..hehe

gd nite everyone

crapping and more crapping

2005-07-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

whoa..today i really poured out my 1 month of things to dil in 1 session haha i m gonna be so deprived of things to say on friday lecture!! haha..aniwaex told her alot of things..zhiyin was there listening too (tho i hope nobody heard that last parts of our conversation if not dil will suffer badly!! but seriously i told her a multitude of things..um from my grandma all the way til uh eyecandies? for her la. haha..went chinese high to eat also..intro her to miss jovina pig (the idiot who tried to strip me in math s paper lecture!!!!) good grief..oh thanks zhiyin for your concern she's actually better than the last time i flew back to visit her liao but then still not full recovery..doc say might never have due to her age haiz..praying for a miracle..(i know you wun be reading this but oh wat the heck) dil also told me things too laa..tho i did most of the crapping..haha

dil heng!! stoopid gal trash me in math. tml first 3 periods i come disturb you again!! not doing PE rite hahahahaha..i m so mean..and if gil and you ever go out together can ask me along some time tooo i miss gil too lehxxxxx my little sis in sec 1&2..next time i bring our photo for you see..DAMN funny hahah =)
and the navigating bars are NOT wierd not not not (by the way i revisited BJ today gosh)

well i m having trouble with math S tut..whoever read this and uh is in math s pls teach me haha yeah wk10 tut..totally taken aback by complex numbers (alr complex alr still mus s paper qn grrr)

gtg and do some revision
oh btw if nd and sj are reading this...um...forgot to ask you when i c you today!! you got eat the things i bought for your NOT?????????? hahaha..dun chuck it in some dark cold corner =)

ciao..i m a bit high these days..(needa relieve stress)

(if you wan to make me cry jus play this song..it's THE song)

laugh and cry
Live and die
Life is a dream we're dreaming
Day by dayI find my way
Look for the song and the meaning
Then you look at me
And i always see
What i have been searching for
I'm lost as can be
Then you look at me
And i am not lost anymore
People runSun to sun
Caught in their lives ever flowing
Once begunLife goes till it's gone
We have to go where it's going

Chorus

And you say you see
When you look at me
The reason you love life so
Though lost i have beenI find love again
And life just keeps on running
And life just keeps on running
You look at me and life comes from you
From...you

-celine dion

fri---today

2005-07-11T21:43:00.000+08:00

fri: char came back!! yay..took a couple of photos and jus talked abit..she sat in for math class!! realised that i reali missed her..the gang jus seems incomplete..haha..i m going to email you soon!!!! yeps accumulated loads of things to tell you alr

sat sun: diarrhoea la..sobx..clara will start laughing when she sees this cos yours truly cannot figure out wat kind of stomahache she had..hahaha..ok ok..aniwae i m fine alr!! yes not going to be late for school..

today: speaking of being late for school today we were booked for nothing!!! blocked by crowd!! argh..oh well bad start to the morning =( hmmm then realised that i din do well for phy..haiz..all my strong subj are going down and only chem showed improvement..well..prelims are just less than 8 weeks from now!! *screamsssss* complained to piggy too (can you believe it her class got 10 over pple triple As my god)

m looking forward to tml's date with my dear dil..yesh pls dun rush off without me k? and i told you it's nothing much (but mabbe a little thing makes me gush alot already hor hahaha)

well gng to try out normal distribution

yuckssss

btw jajabink!! pls tagggggggggggg =) hahahaha

I NEeD a MiraCle

2005-07-07T18:19:00.000+08:00

how i wish i can go back in time

to a time when only happiness was known

when sorrow was elusive

may be all these will make me stronger

may be they will..may be..

SinGlet0n

2005-07-06T21:04:00.000+08:00

Currently indulging myself with Bridget Jones.
this shouldn't be the first time i m gushing about how wonderful that book is.haha.
So here goes my list:

1) undone tutorials (sitting on my desk rotting away): too many
2) completed tutorials: 4! (excellent)
3) movies watched this break: none,zero, zilch (pathetic)
4) meeting with friend: 1 (bad)
5) weight gained: ~1-2kg (oopssss~~)
6) seconds of exercise done: big-fat-O (well unless you count walking across bridges to bus stops as a form of exercise)
7) News that caught my attention: 1 (i was so hoping Paris will hold the 2012 Olympics sobx)
8) Blogs that were renewed: 1 (deecla!! your blog super chio haha realli!!!!)
9) Big plans made: 1 (to study harder obviously and to come up with a study plan soon yes..soon)
10) friends missed: plenty (esp char..i m so sorry i cant meet up on tues =/ )

i m gonna stop here cos uh haha 10 is my lucky number! well aniwaez i gtg pia finish my bio tut.haiz.cannot slack must attempt to do one essay out of the uh 6 given? haha.ok you guys enjoy the last day before term 3 begins officially tml.hehe..and it's only less than 10 weeks to prelimss!!!! screamssss

adieus

cuLminAtion

2005-07-01T17:57:00.000+08:00

have concluded that i need to mug harder from now on..not suprisingly the Block Test was quite screwed up for me!! ah...i didn't manage to perform well for all my strong subjects and gueSs what..i finally found Chem the easiet paper..hahaha..can you believe it..now you can kinda imagine how screwed up my other papers are.oh well.i m still optimistic bout the As!! yesh..and i hope dil is too..dun worry gal..we can make it =)
so ling's gonna get up tml 4 plus and go HK visit grandma..yeps..hope daddy is coping well there too..ah..this year is not really a great year. so many things. all so downbeat.
oh just wanna say sorry to those pple whom i promised to meet up during this break. pple like nic, yings, dil, clara..haiz..i promise i ll make it up to your..serious!! i'll really try my best to fork out sometime..well hope you guys understand =D
aniwaex today the 8 of us jus went Holland V to eat la..at NYDC..haha..super hapPy cos it's at unbelieveble proximity to my house (cheeky grin)..shun and chia went out to orchard after that and aiyo the guys were like so absorbed in talking bout Dota throughout the meal...*catch no ball* so here i am at home blogging..will go watch the taped versions of Desperate Housewives and Lost tonight..haha..things that are misSed during the BT.
oh btw PiGgy!! you still hanging in there? dun worry it'll be overrrr by tues ya? haha..hmm i gtg..dun be shocked at wat i m gonna say next : i m going to do my math tut!! yesh!! serious..so lagging behind..and my chem too..(ok and my bio too) hahahaha..
caryn dear i'll write you a letter!! yepsss hee hee finally..=P
gtg
have fun everyone
will c ya guys next weeeekkk
when normal hapPy days are here again =)
pls drop me a line any time

lost without lost

2005-06-18T16:04:00.000+08:00

my new favourite show: Lost

ok not that i watch a lot of serials haha but i love this one!! the plot is really absorbing and i just love the way they build up each character's personality..haha..pls drop a note if you share the same sentiments..haha..okay i like Desperate Housewives too but it's nothing compared to Lost!! heehee..
to dil: you can do it gal!! i hav faith in yoooouuuu...jus put in your best for the next one week b4 school reopens! eeksss..yes school is gonna reopen in approx 7days! ah..time flies rite..nvm..it only means that we can go crazy together at lectures agains =)
to piggy: OMG..imagine if we merge to become oneee..we'll RULE the world!! haha..just that the world will be just US cos nobody will be surviving by then rite cos of our sheer combined size =P take care lots kae and do very very very well for BT1..stun me with your bio marks (oh god..jus dun get too high..) haha..

gtg n mug
bleahx

2005-06-13T18:49:00.000+08:00

the reds

shld b studying now but going thru the photos on my digital cam brings back memories again. hav been q lax in studyin this hols..prob cos there were alot of things to be done and emergencies that surfaced :( aniwaez hope to catch up with my revision asap..tryin to suck in the stack of notes on excretion now..i haven done much shopping..well..walked the whole strip of orchard road and nothing seemed appropriate (or mabbe i jus cant fit into anything hahaha) then caught up with buddies sj and nd last week..flew back to HK to visit my grandma in hospital (am praying for her everyday) haha banged into a few of my juniors and seniors and clara and dil when i was out with my mum..haha..i miss deecla!!! yepss..reali longing for gossiping time together and jus chill out the 3 of us..=) i miss my class gang tooo. well basically i miss school..i was jus telling thazin the other day that it will be impossible to get all your friends together at one place one time ever again once you leave HC and that's the beauty of it all..well you can catch up with everybody now and then in groups but all the pals at one time?

well this week the most precious thing that i have learnt is to treasure every moment of your life..beside your loved ones, friends etc..well Ronan Keating's song If Tomorrow Never Comes might sound mushy enough but trust me..you'll never know til it's gone..

missing you guys lots =)

Fallen

2005-06-11T10:40:00.000+08:00

Life's so fragile

You never know how precious it is

Until it's gone

Treasure every moment in your life

God Bless

untitled

2005-06-01T18:13:00.000+08:00

happy mugging everyone for BT2. good luck~

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

haiz

2005-05-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

bball guys lost to TJ on fri..it was the first time i m watching a real bball match, a non softball game that i m so i would say i was pretty excited..the turnout was really great..my gosh..never had a seen a larger audience (oh mabbe except for track and field) but you get what i mean the atmosphere was pretty pressurizing i would say for a player..it's overwhelming..well it was a really close fight! victory was swinging from HC then to TJ and back and forth non-stop. as a sports person i would say that it was really a tough fight. mabbe according to some pple they were not on form but nobody can play their A game everyday..just proud of the effort they put in. hope they ll recover from this just as i did from mine.

aniwae watched star wars todaez and went lunching with my teammates..it was the last time i saw sarah in person! oh god..if you are reading this gal..i jus wanna let you know that i really miss you from the bottom of my heart. you have made such a huge difference in my life..trainings have never been so wonderful until i found you..my partner in crime! love u always gal..keep in touch..
star wars was GOOOOOODDDD *thumbs up* ok sorrie sj if you din like it but sh and i agree that it was a fantastic show! come on..there were not only eyecandies but the show kept me on the edge of the seat the whole time!! =) if only they can redo episode 4 onwards...haha..oh and i m NOT a burglar yesh. you made me go home late =(
hmmmm going to study hard this few days cos got a molehill of tutorials waiting for me and chem spa!! ah..ok cant wait for tues tooooo..cos it's time to niao dil heng.yesh.my cute girl.haha! (btw i saw ur cute boy in orchard today) bought you and chin smth!! hope your will like it! manling so nice laaaa...hehe. yar get icecream for me!! but HC got v little flavours..got also only on the outside..inside no content one..i think you know wat i mean..but you see..once you tasted a little of the outside.it lingers and becomes hard to let go.and for some, once you get too deep, you find the hollow centre..leading to disappointment..haiz..thx dear for alwaes listening to me. clara darling too! (your two go shopping abandon me hmph)

well gtg...
*back-ache* groan..

2005-05-15T18:20:00.000+08:00

i am unwritten,
can't read my mind,
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning,
the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations

[chorus]
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions

[chorus]

i'm lovin it

2005-05-14T10:59:00.000+08:00

I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me (No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby (Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't

[Chorus:]

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single (Right now)
That's how I wanna be I'm single (Right now)
That's how I wanna be Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good (I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should (Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood

[Chorus]

Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't '
Til then I'm single

shattered

2005-05-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

something is hurting badly inside

a pain that cannot b expressed clearly in either words or tears

an ache that probably nobody will understand.

A broken heart takes time to heal

i just wanna get thru this

farewell softball.
you had been my sole love for the past six years.it was not a pleasant goodbye but every moment that i spent with you was irreplaceable.

Once a softballer always a softballer

manling
officially signing off on the 11th May 2005.

2005-05-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

ThAnK yoU

2005 Hwa Chong Softball team (both guys and girls)-for being on this journey wif me all the way thru.

NanYang Softballers-you were in evey moment of my life

Dilys, Clara, Yings-for everything under the sun, the unwavering support and the little sacrifices that you have light up my life with in one way or another.

Weili, Alicia, Chia Ying-JC life was something i will treasure for a lifetime because of your mere presence.

Piggy: i love you so much that i dunno how to put this in words..guess you know rite? your fwenship means the world to me darling..

Nd-you were there b4, during, after the game..wat else can i ask for? and i din even turn up for your game when you needed just as much support..you have made a big difference to my life..you will always be nd the great..

Sj-ok you were terrible. First you cursed me then you criticized me. but thanks for coming down. that's something i never expected and your fwenship is still treasured because of the suprises you bring me (be it bad or good)

to everybody else i have missed i really love you guys..today we might not have won and there were painful tears being shed but the more touching thing is that your were behind us every moment..i couldn't thank you guys more..as much as the lost will be a scar, your fwenship will forever be treasured..

love you guys so much
good luck to all other sports playing their finals soon.

2005-05-03T17:47:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: September 29

Your birthday on the 29th adds a tone of idealism to your nature.

You are imaginative and creative, but rather uncomfortable in the business world.

You are very aware and sensitive, with outstanding intuitive skills and analytical abilities.

The 29 reduces to 11, one of the master numbers which often produces much nervous tension.

This is the birthday of the dreamer rather than the doer.

You do, however, work very well with people.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

side note

2005-04-30T18:23:00.000+08:00

I FELL IN LOVE

with chapteh.

ah! shun we need a PERSONAL chapteh.

chapteh.chapteh.chapteh.chapteh.

d n c

2005-04-30T18:03:00.000+08:00

my life for the past few days have been totally overwhelmed by 2 special buddies.

clara: thanks so much for being there for me! i m so glad that you understand me so much (to the extent of knowing that i m going to kope dil's pencil case forever hehe) haha..i m so hapPy that i got someone to confess to yeah in times of trouble and tolerating my half asleep half awake state every morning! hehe..had so much fun at KAP. brightened up my day! yeps..HELP ME in MATH! cos dil make me never listen in lecture! haha..kidding kidding..but really wished you were at our lecture toooooo!!!!! yeah so things will b so much more HAVOC! haha..going to write to you..then can tell you more hehe..meanwhile think you are having math tuition wif dil so enjoy and SEE YOOOOOOOO..oh..thanks for the sweets too damn nice =) i owe you girl.. love you loadssss..(oh btw sorry could't go out with you for a breather today cos my fwen's bdae laaa..=) dun worry got many many more opportunities! )

dil heng: thanks for dedicating your full attention to me haha during the math lect..haha..i will do it AGAIN soon? you want? or sick of me already? haha..hmph..dun wan me teach you NMR alr ah? sho smart..hahaha! i m going to kidnap your pencil box.yesh.say sayonara haha.how was painting? oooh i see some muscles bulging out liao =) i am so mean! well if you hadn't called me "b*****" haha..oh must come down support my game leh on wed and take pictures..haha..going to be the end of my 6 years of hardwork..haiz..oh and i got more things to talk to you leh actually bout uh..oh i will talk to you la..haha! meanwhile mug hard darling. it's MAY liao.hehe..jia you..love you too..

another short note:
to shun: you poor thing..i really hope you will get over the lost stuff during this short period of time..the person who did it is really daring! GOSH..yeps..i will always b there to listen! so call me whenever you need to =)

well..it's been a very packed week but feeling much better cos sleeping at 10 most of the time haha..and i realised this week also that broken friendships can be healed..with effort put in from both sides..AND i m looking forward to next week with optimism. i hope the HC softball girls will proof that HCI is just as strong an institution as HCJC (sports pple will get wat i mean)

love you guys lots.

Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

2005-04-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

haven been updating again! well the season's games are back again!! yeps..yesterday we played against NJ and won by 7-1! yay! it was q good considering that sarah is not in her top form and we didn't make many hits. well i guess i was totally disorientated yesterday! yeah..like i didn't bat well (cant even do simple bunts and keeping hitting directly to the pitcher) and i missed an easy grounder AND i came out of the base without being called out..ok how blur can i get? haiz..aniway met grace rite after the game! man she looked great! yeps..all tanned and hapPy looking..she won NJ 5-0..well done gal and yepsss..looking forward to hanging out with you one day yar? =) after that we had team dinner at curry wok! yay..finally we can do some proper team bonding..wanyi came along too and it was so fun to be listening to her again with all her crazy actions and comments! haha =) realised that i reali missed her..i guess she's doing wonderfully in NJ..that's good news..and their softball team is also getting stronger with more ex-players and intensive trainings..hope they will get a medal this year!!
today was a pretty thursday kinda thursday..you know the 2 prac sessions? yar..tml there's game against TP! yeps..hope i can perform up to standard la..must not be like a sotong animore =) yay get to leave at like 1120 also!! oh yeash..get to skip lessons!!! haha..lalalala..sho haPpy..hmm...saturday got CIP also at bishan hope it'll be fun! it had been a rather fulfilling week la..hope things will be for the better!!

my stomach's growling..haha
gtg for dinner..mmmmm =)

BLACK FRIDAY

2005-04-15T21:25:00.000+08:00

cursed?
it was..nothing but
one heartbreak after another

PW

Bio Block Test

Water Polo Finals

i will just like to say thanks to all those who stood by me today.

Alicia and Weili: Hey girls..i guess we shed the same tears and sorrow today..i m just glad that i m not the only one in the ordeal..but we gotta be strong and pull through it and prove that we are still DA BEST..yesh..love ya guys lots (pls dun forget bout the icing thing that i told your heehee=) )

Chiaying and Shun: thanks dearies for being so sweet to write a msg for each of us! i know it's quite hard to comfort us but really it touched me to see that you guys are there for us..yeps..love you lotsss toooo..and i m glad i have been an inspiration! (hopefully not in uh eating sleeping and slacking haha)

Nd: i know you are prob q down if u are reading this today but i really hope the fighting spirit and dedication will still be there yeah? but i really really wan to say a big thanks for being there for me yeah i was totally devastated..really made me realise that u r a great pal yeah? yepsss..u mus b thinking.. "nd the great"?thanks dude.

Wanss: you wont b readin this laaaa..you are always studying!! haha..ok let's see..i love you so dearly girl..you hav been there all the way..oh i dun really know how to put this but i m just glad we ended up in the same class..it has created a friendship that i will treasure for life..(and you were super zai at Bio!! wah lao..who the hell will think of uh...beating SR? oh you know who i m refering to)

Eugene: hapPy hapPy birthday dude!! sorry to spoil your day with my idiotic attitude..haha..you were wonderful and i feel sho guilty now not getting you a pressie! wat the hell...ok ok..look forward to monday..hahaha=)

To all others who were there today..THANKS.

A day like this can be so depressing
but it make you realise that there's more to life then just numbers.
love you guys.

PS hapPy(advanced)birthday Zhong Qin. glad you liked the cake =)

HaPpy BirThDAy JiaN ni!!

2005-04-12T17:33:00.000+08:00

yepsss..the title says it all..hope you liked the note i wrote for you ya? hehe..sorry din get a proper pressie...haf fun today gal...=)

yeah talking bout birthdays i was lamenting to clara this morning that i dun celebrate my birthdays much and hav never celebrated with my friends in school before cos know y? my birthday is never a school day..if it is...it's during exams!! ok..so suay rite..i guess it will be so cool to hav like friends singing to you in canteen or go out with your team or just your gang..haiz..clara got a suprise birthday celebration too one year!! sho jealous..hahaha..this year ah...die la...exam period AGAIN..super important exam also..hahaha..

ok ok...urmsss..busily worrying bout BIO spa meanwhile..feel so insecure as with all SPAs..really dunno wat can come out for ecology..funny topic to do a skill D on really..well today was a really short day..ended at 1.20..went home with alicia tho..yay..i m quite contented that i got pple going to school with me and go home with me nearly everyday..i should really count my blessings..although sometimes there are periods of silences..i reallyy appreciate someone's company on a bus ride!! thanks clara darling and alicia and eunice (the few pals who are always pei-ing me before school, after school or after trainings) muacccckkksss..

oh yar!! got an email from AJ!! yesh he's coming to Singapore!! lalala..i m so hapPy cos can catch up with the Oasis pple finally..i hope our pple can gather and meet up with him? heex..can ask ashley too..haha..

uh oh..
hav to write to Carynnie haha
oh hope e SYF pple did well!! yesh to my dear Jovi pig, Carine n Mabel.
i guess that's all
buai buaiz.
(happy birthday one day in advance to Yiwen!!)

2 days

2005-04-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

ok let me update on today and yesterday..my life is so unhappening that i gotta like accumulate my events to make a full blog entry...*pathetic*

aniwaez..i really dread thursdays cos it's such a looong day and there are like TWO practical periods laaa..i m q thankful that i have Xiao Ye as my bench partner cos he's so efficient and we always finish first..haha..was telling him that wanlin is very poor thing cos she has to make sure zhong qin doesn't screw up! haha..ok laa..sho evil...but i think wans will agree wif me*grinz* yeah so after chem prac is the usual stuff..oh one thing is that our GP teacher din come so yeah i was kinda happy that i gotta rest for 2 periods..haha..bio prac..and as usual the stuffy and still ambience really makes things hard to understand and absorb..haiz..kinda dampen my mood for training too...yay! i made a fantastic hit yesterday..muahaha..so satisfied with myself..hope i can do the same for games!! oh i dun think they will read this but thanks colin for waiting to take bus with me and of course joel too..haha..then me and shun were like 'interrogating' joel how he can cope with so many things and yet do so well academically and in sportss...grrrr...=)

well today wasn't exacty any special either..but we had council elections in the first 4 periods! yeps..calvin chiew is really wat piggy say legendary..cos he's so fluent!! yeah..others or i'd rather say..usually when pple are on stage, their impromptu speeches are littered with 'uh's and pauses..but he is good..so is the other guy from his group..forgot his name tho...haha..the wenxi guy was funny as always..i was tellin my fwen that i will vote for the first person who says 'please' after they request for the number of question but wat the hell..nobody did! haha..oh and cherie! i DID NOT fall asleep..yesh..i was NOT doing work either..haha..sho guai. yeah basically that's bout it..and of course i just found out at tuition that one of the twins is in HC and they were henry-parkers!! and she remembered me..( and i didn't) damn..i m so sorrrrryyy!!! oh no...so embarrassing..she even know my class then my name..wahhhhh...ok ok...

i think that's bout enough..oh heard from clara that polo finals next friday..oh well..i guess good luck..tho i think they can do well without it =)

alot of pple's birthdays are coming up next week: dil jenny yiwen eugene chan zhong qin..yep..haha..i am scared that i will forget on that day itself so if i really really do(which i hope i wont), pls forgive me!!! haha..i have redeemed myself in this entry..oh well gtg now..

buaizzz

to tags..and pple..haha

2005-04-05T14:19:00.000+08:00

To SJ: haha..eh...e boomeraang was daammn nice laaa..even nd and clar says so laaaaa...wadeverrr...wah good!!! u r becoming mature..yesh the bdae food must hav done you some good..haha..seeeeee yoooouuuu...(oh btw..my 4 dollars...yesh..pls stop ignoring me when i ask for it) oh and i got more things to tell you..and i cant return you your book anytime soon..loaded with work la..sorry..and i seriously think you are going to thrash me in GP..oh watever..haha..

To pigGy: dun wanna niao you openly lorr..you watch it lor you scandalous pig..everyday see ur two...ok la almost everyday..haha...=) oh..you were NOT chio..haha..three of your? aiya the other just bulbing one laaaa...haha.

To Char: i m having NJ and TP game next and then VJ game on 4th May..i'll try my bessssttt and update immediately that nite k? hee...btw...we all 5 are SO tired of canteen food now that we just stand in the middle of the canteen and start stoning..haha..oh BT results were quite smooth sailing on the whole and yeap..so things are pretty fine...i m quite sad tho that wans and WL dropped S paper!!! i hav no company liao...then i think i shld be the one who's always not free cos of softball trng..haiz..i m hanging on tho..hopefully i can pull thru!! um..then we r all having a movie fever now!!! cos we are so deprived n disconnected from the world during BT that we are making up for it now..haha..tutorials are also piling cos the lectures are going much faster than the lessonsss..haha..that's bout it for now...missing up lots and lots..

To dil: ok i think you have totally recovered..perfectly fine to me today..haha!!! hope i can talk to you longer next time. thanks for letting me cut queue today hor at canteen!!! haha..the burger was delicious..yum =)

To yingss: are you reading this? you say you have my addy!! msg me k and i wan link youuuuuuuuu..eeeewwwww..you are so mushy...ok la...i love you lots too..kiss kiss..haha

To ashley: yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo...slacker!listen in class la..ok ok..get into a JC you wan k? do well and you have all the choices under the sun!! dun worry too much bout Subj combinations now la...just concentrate..and yesh...stay happy always with zen you two loving couples..haha..

To clara: sho shocking rite? and you were so right bout the sch going to have an announcement bout it in the morning..haha..ok la tml your 3 break day..yesh..going to disturb you again..as a stinky person i think cos i going for PE haha...see you at the bus stop as usual!!! =)

MONDAy

2005-04-03T19:15:00.000+08:00

ok..take this as a monday entry! cos i wont be able to write i think because of training and all that...
so here it goes:

hapPy birThdAy SJ!! haha..wat i hav to say i think i hav alreadi written so uh yeah..pls read it and apologies once again(on behalf of mr nd) for not getting u smth more..how shall i put it..sophiscated? haha...hope you enjoy today la idiot..=) world peace is to be acheived one day so dun you worry bout not gettin it...muahahaha...

well tml i ll be helping out with Oasis presentation as carynnie persuaded me to stay back after school..haha..really dun mind meeting up wif those cool pple again! hope the presentation is gonna be so cool that the juniors ll be chiong-ing to join! haha! well i like the idea that me and eugene came up the other time bout the different 'superstars' in melb? hahaha..

Caryn!!! i ll write to u asap...sorry bout the delay cos i haven settled down from the post BT Syndromes..haha=) oh and i see you at the class bench on tuesday? haha..then can catch up with all the things after BT!! yay...

oh no i really wanna watch movies..i m dying from the paucity of movies..haha..good company, hitch, spanglish...etc etc...clara!! i will msg you once i m free k? i m sho jealous you managed to watch the pooh movie!!! ahhh..haha..

oh no..gtg
quite late liao
for a person who's gonna sleep in 2 hours' time =)

yawn

2005-04-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

dis is when nothing much has happened

had a friendly with NY B div today..great to see pple like choonyee, caroline, florence, michelle, sharon, huitian etc again(sorry if din mention all da names) it was quite fun but i couldn't hit mich's ball!!! very fast..only started hitting when monkey came on to pitch.hehe.later esther sprained her ankle!! aiyo you clumsy gal!! she 'left' her leg behind that's y sprain..haiz..went to see psychiologist latersss..really hope she's better and get well soon!! haha..or i have to play catcher ESTAR!! =) i am like dead tired now...having waited 2 plus hours(most of the time talking with my coach and crapping with shun) for the rain to stop then play non-stop till 2 plus..yay..went to eat with the juniors later on..quite fun!!haha..they are still as hyper and crappy as ever.

see? nothing much to update but piggy say i must update more often.

oh mabel HAPPY BIRTHDAY hehe.rock on gal!

need to finish my math tut la..my life is only softball and academicss.so unhappening.haha=)

dinner's calling.

WADEVER

2005-03-31T18:37:00.000+08:00

haha! PIGGGGGGGGGYYYYYYYY...see??? got ur name..alright i m done with you..
haha just kidding la
ok ok today started off with the council nominess from J1..then sat with my admirer for the entire one hour and twenty minutes yesh yesh..that's y i stink too..ok laaaa...=) piggy was reali crappy then she told me bout the marshmellow person and the calvin wat? oh the legendary tchs guy..haha! sho funny...got so wierd pple from her batch..wierd and q gross too...oh! yeah i love the bazhang group la..their video is how pro la tho the content is nothing relevant but it's relates so well to the audience with all the most popular songs and recent shotss..yups..great job..no wonder legendary..haiz...after that still see her in the canteen! wat i eat fast you idiot..is you came later la..and i bet you my admirer was stalking me rite? haha...c yu after saying bye bye..hmph..oh then your class guys also damn funny!!! where got pple play mahjong like that one..hehe..next time must really go see this ultimate masterpiece...

well the rest of the day was just like giving back papers...GP was just discussing bout the terri shiavo issue..so much politics are involved behind an ethical issue..tsk tsk...oh well i screwed up physicssss...math grades were pretty expected too...i gotta like buck up on my physics...i dedicate too little time to it liao

anyways yesterday we won JJC by a scoreline of 32-1..yeap..everybody gimme that look when i told them the score today..the guys(according to ZY) won by 22-1..so it was a great kick start to the nationals...oh thanks for those who stayed to support pple like lydia, melissa, cach, NY pple and a few guys...thanksss! (shijun really crazy..hit 3 homeruns on that game..madness..haha...we were all like 'did you take steriods?' and obviously we r joking la...and i m so proud of eunice..she made a homerun too! way to go gal!)

EVERYBODY OUT THERE VJC GAME IS IN HWA CHONG!!!! YAY!!!!! the game of the year is gonna be at our homeground..i hope we win them man in our home ground in front of our own pple..that's how cool..haha..sho mean of me..but it's my final face-off with them so i must make it a good and memorable one..yesh...

oh well academics come first..yesh yesh the stack of tut is stunning!!
gtg yeps
love ya piggy
see? this entry almost all bout you..

yay

2005-03-29T21:33:00.000+08:00

over it's over it's over!
yay Block test 1 is finally overrrrr...but you see..i m kinda set to clear my piling stack of tut..ok let me be quite brief
yesterday: a bit of shopping then trng..met my darling caryn who was apparently abandonedd..awwww..try write to you soon dearie
today: ms congeniality!!! oh yes...i love sandra bullock...beauty is not just the physical appearance..adore her...male vulnerability as caryn put it..then go eat dinner with mr idiot haha! shit he reads this..ok lar..damn funny...guess you know wat i m talking bout if you read this =)
tml: going to skip PE and prob pei clara thru the three periods...cos got game then must not strain myself...haha! tho i dun really like exercise alot for the past week..oh no my grammer is deteriorating..sorry sorry..ah! i m in a hurry toooo cos i need to do so many thingss..see i m not let off even after Block test

ook ok
to SHUK CHIA ALICIA SHUN: thanks so much for watching the show with me today and i had a fun time feasting and laughing away! haha...love you guys and see you tml in school! shun you coming? haha..to shuk...no prob dear tak e your time! hehe..hope you enjoy it!
to MR IDIOT: yesh yesh i got only like 3 words to say: BRING MORE CASH
to PIGGY: i miss you and i really wan to go out with you someday again to make up for the trng times we have lost not crapping with each other? msg me k? =)

gtg..
clear up my table
just found that i got one
it was hidden by notes
haha
gtg
yesh

V is for Victory

2005-03-21T17:12:00.000+08:00

yyayy
it was definitely a memorable final SRC for me on sunday! we played against VJC on the padang..we expected quite a strong opponent. Michelle pitched well! i m so glad she lasted for the whole game..i guessed i played well myself too..catching quite a few balls and getting quite a number out! wow..shijun's throw to me was goooooddd...tagged the runner out!! yay..sho happy..yiyou was also very steady laaa..get all the runners out at one..so yeps..except for our batting which had some 'disgustingly good hit' i would say we played well..won 4-3!..

ok after my game me shun alison shiqi and xuyan went to eat lunch at crepe at city link..pretty ex leh! such a small bake rice for 8.90? haha..after that me and shun went to the Australian U exhibition to kope brochuress..we were quite greedy and take until our hands became sore from carrying them..haha!

we were supposed to go explanade library to study but they din allow self studying and COINCIDENTALLY and UNFORTUNATELY i bumped into SJ and SH..oh god...we went to study there at Haagen Daz and half the time SJ was teasing me...GODDDDDD....really apologise to SH cos later we further disturbed him with more pple joining us whom he doesn't know!!! sorry!! blame SJ!! haha...aniwae we bought a gift for risse..quite cute..hand picked by SJ..and the card was uh..creatively cut by meee? haha...

i was more than happie to leave..haha! partly cos the guys' game was starting tooo..oh they lost 8-5..hai..at one pt they were at 7-0! oh man i was devastated!!! ah...oh well cheemy say that i sound laboured!! *bash* aniwae i really missed her and heard that she is currently teaching at RI which make me highly suspicious of her ulterior motives! haha =) just kidding cheem..oh well went home to loook thru GP

got thru GP this morning..seriously dunno wat to write for my AQ!! i hav no idea whether to approve the opening of Casinos at all!! ok watever....studying math now...haha..think should be quite ok larrrr..will not update blog tml or the day after..need to pia for chem and phy arrr!!!

well seeing clara after so loong was so gooooddd...she definitely had a filled holiday...well..c ya tml gal!!

adieussssssssss~~

*looking forward to Nationals next week!*

wat do you say when you dun wan someone to quit?

2005-03-18T11:31:00.000+08:00

polarisation.
mass-quitting.
no more PEARLs.

these 3 terms mark the collapse of unity.
wat happened the once vibrant, glorious HC team?

is it because of uninspirational seniors?

who ll turn up for trng today?

*good luck to the guys..pls trash VJ..=)*

lasSitude

2005-03-16T11:36:00.000+08:00

ok..let me update on yesterday's stuff...we had a suprising friendly match against ACSI C division yesterday at our school. so funny rite playing against small boys..and they wore Proper jerseys and slacks..we are like in our shorts? haha...we thrashed them in the end..7-3 i think for the final score..hell lot of spectators too...mostly i think it's just pass by then stop to watch..haha..well i played not too well..misSed 2 easy balls!! ah..but saved 2 balls..so can i consider that no net loss? oh no...you see i was having chem consultation b4 trng so my mind is too preoccupied with questions then after trng i was helping shun solve math too..in other words my brain is saturated which accounts for my inability to think this morning doing my AP GP..gosh..i m crapping...ok...i dun expect these 2 days to be too happening laaaa..cos staying at home to catch up with revision..yeps..hmmmm on one hand i m quite jealous of pple exempted from BT on the other hand i m kinda glad i m forced to revise..=)

well aniwaezzz i need to get mentally and physically prepared for VJ game on sunday! really hope we can win..it's gonna b my last SRC tournament too..after a loooooonnnggg 6 years...

to dil, clara yings: rest well darlings..must have had a long day yest in school from 7 to 10pm? gosh...dil hope your headache is getting betta..wah manling so nice sponsor you half the pencil case laaa..still cant believe my 'altruism' =) clara and ying dun care bout other pple laaaa..just stay happy and smile alwaezzzz. cant wait to see your guys back in school again and hanging out after the BT! haha love ya guys so...

to eunice: you'll prob not be reading this..but aniwae..about the polarisation thing rite..hai..sometimes it really cant be helped like i have experienced it first hand too..but i guess ultimately we will still work together as a team cos no matter wat we are still bonded by one common goal rite? dun worry too much bout it and i think it might get better as the juniors know us more and more yeah? take care and study hard! cya at trng on fri busmate! =)

thanks wans and chia for answering my questions esp on chem and math and your work hard too k? haha..i know i can ask quite stupid questions sometimes but i m really glad your are there to help me solve the problems! -muaaacckssss-

my (fat) stomach is calling

gtg. hehe.

by the way guyssss: dun get too stressed cos i read somewhere that stress can make pple fat and make you eat more sweet stuff which will load more kgs onto your body! haha...

corpulence

2005-03-13T21:24:00.000+08:00

1 bar of crunchie icecream
3/4 plate carrot cake with chilli sauce
2 hours of afternoon nap
1 pig who will never be able to go on diet

ah..going to be as paranoid and as single as Bridget Jones soon..wait..she had a boyfriend in the end rite? ah...ok watever! aniwaez made our way to FINALS of SRC tournament liaooo..yay..won NJ by 10-3 today..yeps..quite a number of good hits by yiyou shijun mavis etc etc..must get mentally prepared for the VJ game now..think we can win them and then we will be ready for the nationals...hehe..aniwae went out dinnering wif xuyan shun eunice anna and muihian laterrrr..aiya ZHONG SE QING YOU..ok..only piggy ll understand..but teasing only K???? hope u had fun laa..but nex time must stay wif us for a little longer cos we went to eat icecream laterrrrxxxx which i think it's something you dun wanna misssssss!!!!! well going to watch tv now..tml i will pia finish my chem and start on math..haha! sho impressive..hope i can go thru BT1 smoothly!

to SJ: stop asking me that question..haha..oh and study hard..DNA damn hard to study rite? haiz.
to dil: thanks darling for dropping by k? i bring you pencil case on tuesss!!! just msg me when you will be in skoooo...looking forward to seeing you dear...

that's eeeeeeeeeeettttttttt....=)

oh no

2005-03-12T16:04:00.000+08:00

ah.
i wish i could control pple's mind.
U know like the X-Men person.
haha.
but i cant.
dont leave me? ='(

aniwaez today trashed tpjc..9-0..the guys 12-0..quite happy cos i played quite well. haf more confidence in my batting nowadays..not sure bout fielding tho..cos haven been trained much on that.doing catching for pitchers all da while. bought a new pencil case for dil and myself! i thought they were quite nice that's y i got it.(duh) hehe..hope she likes it..i like both so haha hope i can mutual swap with her after a few weeks? =) oh got elena something tooooo..something nicccceeee...just like she wanted it..well there's game tml..against NJC. hmmm..hope can play catcher? i dun mind trying short stop..will be quite cool..aniwae gotta go pia alr..like everybody mugging..the J1s are going home earlier than meeee..gosh...oh..SJ! u suck..haha..aniway dun be too demoralised today after wat i told you..haha..the muffin was nice hehe.wan eat again after block test..haha jia you for your physics and dun call me when i m sleeping you idiot..

gotta go guys
*pushing up my specs and taking out my notes*
haha
-muaaaccckkksss-

odd number

2005-03-11T16:52:00.000+08:00

there was an odd number
An odd number is different from even numbers
and she can never be an even number
until another odd number comes
To make things even.

Btw..dear ND the great..if u can see this..pls take care and hope you get well sooooon..see la watch soccer until eye infection..ok laa..stop teasing you..take care dude and rest well during the march hols since ya exempted frm BT..from my heart..=) -hugs-

tournament tml
against TPJC
8am
padang
*showtime*
(",)

solititude*

2005-03-09T17:46:00.000+08:00

cant wait for the day

ill be free to fly

to roam this earth

to follow my heart

to be freed of all liabilities

to live freely of other's opinions

(to play jigsaws freely

to read indiscriminately

to play without being under scrutiny

to enjoy the beauty of listening to, creating and playing music

to travel as if the world is boundless

to photograph the gifts of Mother Nature

to challenge the estremes of extremes

to the truth and nothing but the truth

to be in a different place on every birthday

to learn a myriad of languages

to spend precious and special moments with my best of friends

to learn to respect and be respected

to lift the burden off my parents

to witness the miracle of a lifetime)

to be able to call life LIFE~

hmmm

2005-03-08T19:53:00.000+08:00

nothing much today..guess i m just dropping by to check on mails and stuff..

yay! going out tml wif jang to buy t shirt haha..

tml got PE! must rmb ask ms chen if can change module or else...haha=)

ok wat else

oh muz gif caryn her letterrrrrr or she have nothing to read over the hols

haha

hmmm

going to study chem

today me wans and weili were paranoid over BT

haha

we are going to pia quite hard for it!

then pple are talking bout dropping Spaper...

i dun wan to laaa if i m not forced too hehe

oh skipped my 100 battings today after school

sho naughty of meee..sorry esther..just so very lazzzyyy

and i m beginning to like GP lessons more and more...haha suprising rite? but mrs woo is really good..knowledgeable, understanding and fun...*honest*

never see piggy today at assembly..haha! i m writing all the trivial things that happened today..

ok ok tml's clara's 3 break day...mabbe go disturb her..

SHENG JUN! my notesss!!!

grrrrrr

ok ok

gotta stop crapping and zao

mus mug liao

sobxxxxx

wish i had graduated with straight As already

haha

love ya guyssssss -hugs-

JTS

2005-03-07T19:03:00.000+08:00

haha..yeps..today we have out JTS at sakae sushi!! at wheelock place...we had loads of fun crapping..i sat with Joy, Aileen, Yanyan, Andrew and they were so crappy! we had such fun laughing at each other teasing bout Joy's indiscriminate eating habits and Yan yan for having kana the 'zhong zi mi ma' game..you know the one that we are supposed to guess a number and whoever gets the number will have a penalty..our penalty was this mixture that we made( actualli more of me and evil Aileen) haha. it was like wasabi (lots of it) soya source, green tea, beans, vegi and a bit of egg and rice from the sushi! haha *grosssss* but it turned out not too bad, just a bit very salty..=) oh then they switched tables here and there and i ended up sitting with andrew and roger...he's quite nice person to talk to and he made a 'masterpiece' with the food pieces!!! so funny...cos both of us were quite pissed off at the manager at being very strict when checking our food (if we had any leftovers) we wrote like F.U. manager with food pieces! haha..so cheeky rite but we wiped it off latersss laaaaa...haha! oh! Zq also was like playing gay with Lim Young, Roger haahahaa..quite hilarioussss...well after that i went straight home after saying bye to the girls who are like heading for ICE CREAM!!! JOY!!! watch your tummy!! haha..oh before that me and shun had trng laaa..so yep..din do much also...dun Y coach keep asking me to catch for the catchersssss~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wan field...not that i really hate the notion of catching but i prefer to field laaaaa....honest and frank....=)

well well..char i loved your dedication to meeee..=) i really hope i m updating rather useful things for you online at my bloggggg...yepssss..i try to like blog everyday laaa k? =) hmmmm speaking of which i miss my another fwen in Aussie land toooo...CHONG CHYN!!! i dun know if you will be reading this...but i really miss u gal...yepsss...i m so so so so sorry that i cannot meet you when you flew back!!! i promise after the As when you come back for another visit...i will hang out with you everyday!!!!!! you are like my pal...how can i ever forget youuuuu...haizz.aniwae i really hope u are doing well!!! how's med fac? you must be like the brightest student there!!! hope to like talk to you sooonnnn...manling love u lotssssssss...hope you can feel that thousands of miles away dear....

i guess that's bout it from meeee today laaaaaa....

oh nice hair cut piggy!!!

i think you look nicer with short hair!!!

yepssssss..but still a pigggyyyy...ahaa! i gotta like niao you laaaa..you sho bad to me =))

smuackssss love ya guys